Liam Payne #5

Giving it further thought, if he was moved that would be apparent visually
because of the blood pooling 😢 and the disruption of that it would be obvious.
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Yes, thank goodness it must've been instant.

I think the one thing most agree on is that he never really felt anything, which is the best you could hope for in that situation, as I have seen videos of people falling from heights who didn't die instantly, and it was horrible watching them in pain even if it was just a few seconds before they passed.

As for whether he was moved, the blood that has leaked from his ear and pooled underneath is dark and seems to have coagulated, so that is likely where he landed, and the fact it was dark more or less proves he passed instantly. As you say, if he had been moved, it would be obvious as the blood would have been disturbed. I think the confusion is that there are a few pictures online of him from different angles, which points sadly to more than one person taking pictures of him.
 
We’ll probably never know for sure. I guess the only consolation is that he died instantly and it doesn’t appear that footage of the fall itself has been leaked. Yet.

The footage of the fall hasn't been found yet, despite the hard drive of the restaurant's CCTV being seized. Wouldn't think it would be difficult to find it given the time of what happened is known.

Peoples statements contradict timestamps on the CCTV, as well as what each person is saying eg Esteban (head hotel receptionist) claims only Liam & Roger accessed his room until the last day, but CCTV images have been put out by Braian (the restaurant worker charged for dealing drugs to Liam) and also TMZ, claim to show them both in the hotel foyer on the 14th October.

Roger claims he left Liam in good spirits in the foyer with around 15 guests, none of this is shown in the CCTV images, the foyer is relatively empty apart from the hotel workers carrying him bodily and a couple of people walking past.

The list of inconsistencies is endless in this case. The family are doing their own investigation because of this.
 
The footage of the fall hasn't been found yet, despite the hard drive of the restaurant's CCTV being seized. Wouldn't think it would be difficult to find it given the time of what happened is known.

Peoples statements contradict timestamps on the CCTV, as well as what each person is saying eg Esteban (head hotel receptionist) claims only Liam & Roger accessed his room until the last day, but CCTV images have been put out by Braian (the restaurant worker charged for dealing drugs to Liam) and also TMZ, claim to show them both in the hotel foyer on the 14th October.

Roger claims he left Liam in good spirits in the foyer with around 15 guests, none of this is shown in the CCTV images, the foyer is relatively empty apart from the hotel workers carrying him bodily and a couple of people walking past.

The list of inconsistencies is endless in this case. The family are doing their own investigation because of this.

What I meant is that the authorities presumably have the footage and have watched it, which is why they put the statement out about Liam losing consciousness and falling. But it seems that none of those who have access to that CCTV have leaked it, which is a good thing of course.

Oh for sure, there are so many inconsistencies because everyone’s trying to cover their own arses and constantly changing their stories to try and match other people’s accounts.
 
What I meant is that the authorities presumably have the footage and have watched it, which is why they put the statement out about Liam losing consciousness and falling. But it seems that none of those who have access to that CCTV have leaked it, which is a good thing of course.

Oh for sure, there are so many inconsistencies because everyone’s trying to cover their own arses and constantly changing their stories to try and match other people’s accounts.

Sorry, I thought i had mentioned but realise i hadn't, as of last week, the authorities hadn't been able to trace the footage of the fall despite having seized the hard drive, which was contradicting the claim that it had been viewed & Liam fainted & fell over the balcony.
 
Sorry, I thought i had mentioned but realise i hadn't, as of last week, the authorities hadn't been able to trace the footage of the fall despite having seized the hard drive, which was contradicting the claim that it had been viewed & Liam fainted & fell over the balcony.
Oh, thanks for explaining, didn’t know that. That calls into question absolutely everything, every report and every claim.
 
Liam was generally very open, candid and honest in his interviews and radio appearances. There are pros and cons to that of course. The pros are that it makes him more interesting, likeable and relatable. But then the cons are that you might say something that is misinterpreted or phrase something in a non-PR way that you can get criticised for. In my mind I always compare this aspect of their life to Harry, who's very successful but it's at the point that he's a PR machine. I can't watch interviews of his because he's so dull. Well maybe it's not that he's dull but his responses are so PR crafted that there's no life and depth to them. Compared to that Liam often gives very excited puppy energy and sometimes blurts things out that he shouldn't have. I ultimately find him really endearing for that though because it's how people really are (especially those with ADHD) and how most of us who aren't celebrities sometimes act.

It’s always amazing to me to see people on this thread talk about the online abuse and hate train Liam experienced, and then post about how boring Harry is because he’s actively removed himself from online spaces and performing for a camera/social media the way most artists do. The “PR responses” are just as much a protection tactic and way of dealing with the intense fame at a young age as anything Liam might’ve done. Why would Harry want to give responses to things when we’ve all just discussed what Liam experienced when he did just that? I don’t blame any celebrity for not engaging with social media and he’s got just as much personality as he always did if you watch any video when he’s on stage 🤷‍♀️

I wonder though if Liam was actually jealous of, say, Harry’s success? It’s possible Liam knew he wouldn’t be able to deal with that level of popularity with his addiction issues and the hate he was getting. I could be wrong but the vibe I get from Liam is that he missed the sense of belonging to something bigger than himself rather than his own potential for mega popularity per se. It just seems he was very lonely and I’m not sure being more “successful” would have solved that, it could have actually made it worse.

There’s a section in Maya’s book where she mentions Liam would bring him up a lot about how he was jealous of Harry’s success. And he basically said as much over the years publicly.
 
It’s always amazing to me to see people on this thread talk about the online abuse and hate train Liam experienced, and then post about how boring Harry is because he’s actively removed himself from online spaces and performing for a camera/social media the way most artists do. The “PR responses” are just as much a protection tactic and way of dealing with the intense fame at a young age as anything Liam might’ve done. Why would Harry want to give responses to things when we’ve all just discussed what Liam experienced when he did just that? I don’t blame any celebrity for not engaging with social media and he’s got just as much personality as he always did if you watch any video when he’s on stage 🤷‍♀️



There’s a section in Maya’s book where she mentions Liam would bring him up a lot about how he was jealous of Harry’s success. And he basically said as much over the years publicly.

It’s very reminiscent of the situation with Take That, where Gary had the technically better voice and did more songwriting, but Robbie was obviously “The Star” … I remember thinking even during their X Factor days that Harry was the Robbie of the group despite not always being the lead singer, he was more soulful and engaging on stage. You can’t buy that quality or practice or write your way into it. Maybe to Liam it felt like Harry came from nowhere to steal the limelight .. but from the outside in, it was simmering there from the start.
 
I don’t recall Liam publicly saying that ever, nor is it fair, I think, to take a fictionalised account as gospel when we don’t know how such a thing was worded in real life, if it ever was, and what Liam’s side of it was. You don’t need to be like Harry to be successful and with all the issues Liam had I don’t think being loads more popular would have helped him at all. What he needed was to beat his addiction demons which he’ll now sadly never get to do.
 
I can see it being similar to the same way a lot of us compare ourselves to friends social media posts such as getting married/buying homes/having babies etc. It's normal to compare and feel a bit jealous, it doesn't mean you aren't happy for that person. I also think liam was very critical of himself and perhaps wondered why he wasn't as successful which would hurt him too
 
I just think Liam was so slept on. I've been listening to his solo music a lot recently and the amount of insanely good adlibs, runs and falsettos he has in so many of his songs is crazy, they're jaw-droppingly good. By all accounts he had essentially finished recording his second album so hopefully it's released one day, it will be interesting to hear how his sound has changed and evolved.
 
In hindsight.... Liam and harry are the only 2 that should've been successful after 1d ended

Zayn is boring to watch live. He can sing but is extremely unprofessional. He's known to cancel and fans have just accepted anything with him is a risk

Louis has never been able to sing and is lucky to have gotten this far. He has no stage presence either and hides behind this laddish behaviour and humour to disguise the fact that he can't sing or write. Louis' solo songs showed that Liam was the better songwriter

Niall has always thought he was better than he actually is. His voice is nothing special either, and he's boring to watch
 
I don’t recall Liam publicly saying that ever, nor is it fair, I think, to take a fictionalised account as gospel when we don’t know how such a thing was worded in real life, if it ever was, and what Liam’s side of it was. You don’t need to be like Harry to be successful and with all the issues Liam had I don’t think being loads more popular would have helped him at all. What he needed was to beat his addiction demons which he’ll now sadly never get to do.

He might not have said it outright but I always thought it was quite obvious he was jealous of Harry to a degree… didn’t watch his show but watched the others, the way he spoke about how he was supposed to be the focus of the band came out like a jab at Harry I thought (though I do agree with the idea 1D was created around him and Simon probably made a lot of false promises), the comments about the way Harry dresses.
It was clear I think that Liam was SO desperate to be that level of liked and famous. He had a great voice and I’d put his as either the best or second best from the band, but I don’t think he had the right ‘sparkle’ as someone else put it and would never reach the heights on his own.
 
He might not have said it outright but I always thought it was quite obvious he was jealous of Harry to a degree… didn’t watch his show but watched the others, the way he spoke about how he was supposed to be the focus of the band came out like a jab at Harry I thought (though I do agree with the idea 1D was created around him and Simon probably made a lot of false promises), the comments about the way Harry dresses.
It was clear I think that Liam was SO desperate to be that level of liked and famous. He had a great voice and I’d put his as either the best or second best from the band, but I don’t think he had the right ‘sparkle’ as someone else put it and would never reach the heights on his own.
I can understand the desire to be liked, when you’re bullied so much to the point he was suicidal on occasions, then obviously it would be nice to have a lot more people look up to you and praise you than tear you down all the time. I just also don’t get why his team and management didn’t seem to care about him. Like, why wasn’t a tour for LP1 scheduled for 2021, why did they wait until 2023? And when that was cancelled due to his kidney infection why wasn’t it rescheduled for 2024? It seems he spent much of this year on holiday with Kate and I think a lot of these missed opportunities could have raised his profile more and kept the momentum going. Harry was blessed with an amazing team who really care about him and seem to have the desire to put him out there, I just wish Liam had had the same. I mean he isn’t even credited as a writer on the song Remember for crying out loud when there’s literal video evidence he co-wrote the lyrics. It seems in this industry the team and management you have is actually more important than your technical singing ability!
 
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I just think Liam was so slept on. I've been listening to his solo music a lot recently and the amount of insanely good adlibs, runs and falsettos he has in so many of his songs is crazy, they're jaw-droppingly good. By all accounts he had essentially finished recording his second album so hopefully it's released one day, it will be interesting to hear how his sound has changed and evolved.

I really hope we can listen to LP2 one day, it was apparently going to be his most personal album and I'd love to hear the songs and lyrics. Such a shame Liam never got his own solo tour like the others, I think it was nice of Zayn to dedicate his song "Stardust" to Liam at his concerts recently.
 
I can understand the desire to be liked, when you’re bullied so much to the point he was suicidal on occasions, then obviously it would be nice to have a lot more people look up to you and praise you than tear you down all the time. I just also don’t get why his team and management didn’t seem to care about him. Like, why wasn’t a tour for LP1 scheduled for 2021, why did they wait until 2023? And when that was cancelled due to his kidney infection why wasn’t it rescheduled for 2024? It seems he spent much of this year on holiday with Kate and I think a lot of these missed opportunities could have raised his profile more and kept the momentum going. Harry was blessed with an amazing team who really care about him and seem to have the desire to put him out there, I just wish Liam had had the same. I mean he isn’t even credited as a writer on the song Remember for crying out loud when there’s literal video evidence he co-wrote the lyrics. It seems in this industry the team and management you have is actually more important than your technical singing ability!
Unfortunately his music was…. tit. He wouldn’t have sold out a tour, ever and a “kidney infection” was most likely due to sales. He even said his team and label didn’t think the music he was making was right for him and his audience and sadly, they were right.
 
It’s always amazing to me to see people on this thread talk about the online abuse and hate train Liam experienced, and then post about how boring Harry is because he’s actively removed himself from online spaces and performing for a camera/social media the way most artists do. The “PR responses” are just as much a protection tactic and way of dealing with the intense fame at a young age as anything Liam might’ve done. Why would Harry want to give responses to things when we’ve all just discussed what Liam experienced when he did just that? I don’t blame any celebrity for not engaging with social media and he’s got just as much personality as he always did if you watch any video when he’s on stage 🤷‍♀️



There’s a section in Maya’s book where she mentions Liam would bring him up a lot about how he was jealous of Harry’s success. And he basically said as much over the years publicly.


Im taking anything in Maya's book with a pinch of salt.... she spent the first 40/50 pages of the book overemphasising the fact everytime she came in to contact with Liam she didn't recognise him or know it was him despite being a huge fan of his, she tries to pass this off as being because she hasn;t been a fan of 1D/Liam since she was younger, which would be plausible if she met him when in her late 20s/early 30s and hadn't been a fan since 15/16 but she met him again at 18 having met the band at a m&g when she was 15, so there is no way she forgot who they or Liam were in those 3 years. She also spends the entire book potraying her mother and brother as the most angelic amazing humble hard working blah blah blah human beings to ever exist and everyone else is the bad person "rolls eyes". People complain about those of us who criticise or analyze things Maya has said or her book but no one is talking about how she slut shames and uses derogatory terms for some women in her book, actively calling a woman a bleep. The way she also refers to her brothers friends as "the twins" rather than by their actual names. She tries to make out she is a sought after model getting offfered all these jobs all the time yet no one had really heard of her much. The story involving his family too - are we expected to believe that his Dad was a raging bully over the fact the mum did not manage to find a sticky toffee pudding desert for Liam when he was visiting? And again - Maya potrays herself as the angel in his life sticking up to these nasty people (hsi dad, sister, manager, etc etc) in a way no one ever has before, and it is always the other person at fault in all the interactions with maya. Liam comes a cross as pretty much a Daddy's boy, always with his Dad and very close to his family. I doubt they were as awful as maya makes them out in her book. It isn't hard to see what the fans thought and were saying, yeah probably did say things about the other guys esp Harry but im pretty sure she has exagerrated much of it knowing it would draw attention and create drama. She pretty much has over exaggerated her nicesness and humbleness in the book. Humble people do not have $6million dollar parties when they are 15. Just looking at clips of her mother they are definately not a nice humble family.
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I just think Liam was so slept on. I've been listening to his solo music a lot recently and the amount of insanely good adlibs, runs and falsettos he has in so many of his songs is crazy, they're jaw-droppingly good. By all accounts he had essentially finished recording his second album so hopefully it's released one day, it will be interesting to hear how his sound has changed and evolved.

I agree, the songs iv heard were really good, I see him as more of a michael buble but with more personality and could do some upbeat songs rather than just croon but he seemed to really want to go down the r'n'b route which didn't seem to go well for him. I think its a shame he got so much flak for some songs that turns out he didn't even write.

I like a lot of harry's songs, he is very talented. I feel a lot of what he does comes across as perfomative to me. If he wore skirts in his real life then fair enough but he doesn't but he wears one for a magazine cover and everyone acts like he has done something brave and progressive, when it was really just for his image and showmanship rather than how he actually wants to be. I read that he talks about being open minded and pansexual and he invited a female singer on his tour who apparantly simulated a sex act during her set list while singing and she got a lot of hate online for it and he, Harry, did not say a thing or stand up for her perfomance. He acts like a feminist but has never once stood up for any of his past gf's who received horrendous hate. Other celebs would get a lot more criticism for doing half the things Harry has done. I do think the music world is all about who has the better fake persona and PR team to help them. Harry is no better than the other !D lads, he just aligned himself with the better people and networked with the bigger celebs while out in LA during the 1D days. Had any of the other boys done that instead of Harry then it might have been them in Harry's position.
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In hindsight.... Liam and harry are the only 2 that should've been successful after 1d ended

Zayn is boring to watch live. He can sing but is extremely unprofessional. He's known to cancel and fans have just accepted anything with him is a risk

Louis has never been able to sing and is lucky to have gotten this far. He has no stage presence either and hides behind this laddish behaviour and humour to disguise the fact that he can't sing or write. Louis' solo songs showed that Liam was the better songwriter

Niall has always thought he was better than he actually is. His voice is nothing special either, and he's boring to watch

Agree re: Zayn, such an amazing talent and voice, but his stage presence/show seems boring to me but I am only seeing small clips. I do also wonder how much his anxiety and introversion affects this. Hopefully in time he gains more confidence and more of a stage presence. I think Harry is probably the only one who has managed to put on a really good gig. The others I think are better suited to being in the band. I wonder if Liam, Louis & Niall had of just made a 3-person band how it would've went, kind of like Take That and S Club changing line-ups but still doing well. Niall couldv'e played his guitar and the 3 of them liked having a laugh on stage, I feel with the right songs it might have worked. They had a big enough fanbase that it may have worked even for a few tours, and who knows, if it had of done well maybe Harry and or Zayn may have re-joined eventually or just come in now and again but not permanatly.
 
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Unfortunately his music was…. tit. He wouldn’t have sold out a tour, ever and a “kidney infection” was most likely due to sales. He even said his team and label didn’t think the music he was making was right for him and his audience and sadly, they were right.

I guess that’s personal opinion. I like his solo music a lot. Come on, the claim the kidney infection is fake is just straight up conspiracy theory nonsense, you could see he was ill. If a tour was going so badly you’d just cancel and not need to make up ridiculous excuses.
 
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I guess that’s personal opinion. I like his solo music a lot. Come on, the claim the kidney infection is fake is just straight up conspiracy theory nonsense, you could see he was ill. If a tour was going so badly you’d just cancel and not need to make up ridiculous excuses.

Iv been reading that when he first got in 1D he didn't drink alcohol at all as at the time he still thought he only had 1 working kidney since being born, the others called him the sensible one and he went and got tested in early days of 1D and found out his kidney did work and had healed, I wonder if he never went to get re-tested of if 1 of his kidney hadn't healed and was still not working would he have went down the path of alcohol addiction. The what ifs, if only's and buttefly effect in his lifetime and story is so sad.

He has admitted that he has been hospitalised multiple times with addiction issues so its possible he might have been hospitalised due to that or his mental health or just being run down in general but cos of the fans and media a celeb is better off saying it is because of something else, or maybe it was a kidney infection for him seen as he did have kidney issues previously.
 
Every now and then someone comments about people on here criticising Liam's actions before his death. Just want to remind everyone this is a gossip forum, and whatever we say stays on here. We don't go out of our way to message these celebrities and insult them/criticise them like other people do (twitter/Instagram users). These are just our opinions, not an attack on someone
 
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