Sunbeamsjess #5 never consistent, always disappears, renovates a house for 4+ years

When will they finally move into the new house?

  • Next year

    Votes: 8 5.6%
  • End of 2025

    Votes: 33 23.2%
  • When their kid starts school

    Votes: 14 9.9%
  • When their second kid starts school

    Votes: 30 21.1%
  • Never

    Votes: 28 19.7%
  • And the longest option, when Jess starts uploading consistently

    Votes: 29 20.4%

  • Total voters
    142
Did she ever say why she chose to have a child at such a young age? She might have benefited from a few more years to grow as a person and in her ‘career’ before taking that step.
I think it wasn’t long after her mum’s cancer diagnosis and her aunts too! I do think that had something to do with it
 
She addresses the deleted vlogs in her newest book video (everything I read in November 2024). She said she doesn’t want her younger self to be available to the world anymore but is working on ‘something’ to make them available to those who loved the vlogs. She needs access to the original files on a hard drive first, is going to upload them to a different platform (maybe VIMEO) and they won’t be paywalled.
 
Of course it's her own choice what she puts online, but imo those blogs weren't overly personal or anything? I would understand her taking them down if she often showed excessive partying and drug use, or talked about super personal things that she now felt uncomfortable having in public. But she only ever vaguely alluded to drinking/being hungover, and rarely talked about much more than what she did or feeling stressed about writing papers for uni.

I think, like someone here said a while ago, she doesn't like them because they're such a contrast to her life now where she does nothing.
 
Completely bizarre take. She’s was hardly a vulnerable minor (at least, not in the majority). I agree that sadly I think the reason is it’s painful to see how much she’s changed. It is like a completely different person to be fair. I used to adore her and think she was so cool.

I started following her from her shoe collection, with her Jefferey Campbells - I even brought a pair of Lita's after seeing hers!
 
I can't explain this very well but I find it so odd when influencers decide to take a "step back" (obviously I make an exception for children and don't support influencers parading their children around for content) but it's weird when they've shared so much of themselves online, made tons of money, and then try to shield themselves from the same people who have supported them getting to that position. Of course everyone's entitled to a private life but parts of it feels really disrespectful to their audience IMO. They're holding them at a distance but still expect to reap all the rewards of an influencer lifestyle.

A few comments on her recent video talking about how sad she looks. Starting to wonder if her and Zak did break up.
 
A few comments on her recent video talking about how sad she looks. Starting to wonder if her and Zak did break up.
If so then the deletion of old videos suddenly makes sense as Zak is in a lot of them.. she can't just pick n choose and separate the ones hes in without the work of watching and explaining why some are up n some gone so shes decided to delete them all.
 
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