I’ve watched the whole series, just didn’t want to stop, it was so good, but also utterly heartbreaking. I’m a junior doctor and even though I think some things have changed for the better since the 2000s, people generally aren’t as mean, although occasionally they can be! And the hours are slightly better, but honestly not by much. I definitely relate to not being able to go to things with friends, turning up late, constant exhaustion etc and I’m only 6 months into the job. And people who aren’t in the medical field just don’t understand it at all, they think we are lazy for wanting to go part time or quit, when part time junior doctors still work the same number of hours as your average full time office worker. The job can damage relationships with people who aren’t in the medical field. It’s to be expected that we will work many weekends and night shifts and we have relatively little control over our schedule, but some friends of mine just do not understand this. I have met several junior doctors who have had to do crazy shift swaps to be able to attend their own wedding. The constant guilt tripping to cover extra shifts is still there, being ridiculously understaffed isn’t uncommon. At times on my on call shifts I feel very worried that several patients are going to deteriorate at the same time and there are just not enough doctors to look after them. Often we have to do the job of 3 people because the phlebotomists understandably don’t want to work on the weekends for the terrible pay they get so we have to do their job as well as our own, and there aren’t enough porters so if you want your patient to get the X-ray or scan that they need you might have to take them there yourself. Relatively often I’m left in charge of the ward on my own, and our poor nurses are also terribly understaffed too and are left looking after far too many patients. But apparently where I work is better than it used to be. We see horrible things happen to people and are then just expected to get back on with the mundane stuff immediately afterwards. You see so much suffering that you have to become slightly numb to it, or it would crush you. And to be honest the pay is crap compared to the number of hours that we do and the huge level of responsibility that you take on. People always think that doctors wages are consultant level, when it takes many years of hard work to get to that. The same with nurses, they absolutely deserve to be paid so much more than they are.
I am surrounded by fantastic colleagues and I think that really is all that gets you through, I’m so lucky to work with wonderful doctors, nurses and healthcare assistants. I also think the environment seems to be more supportive than it was 15 years ago and I think we are getting better at caring for each other, but there’s still a long way to go. I do enjoy the job, and at times I couldn't really imagine doing anything else, but it is hard. I really hope this programme will highlight to the public how difficult it is in healthcare and how tough the job of a junior doctor is. I have met so many other doctors and nurses who are leaving to work in other fields that are better paid and have better work life balance, or are moving abroad to Australia or New Zealand because conditions are so much better. And I can’t blame them, why would anyone with any sense stay?
I am surrounded by fantastic colleagues and I think that really is all that gets you through, I’m so lucky to work with wonderful doctors, nurses and healthcare assistants. I also think the environment seems to be more supportive than it was 15 years ago and I think we are getting better at caring for each other, but there’s still a long way to go. I do enjoy the job, and at times I couldn't really imagine doing anything else, but it is hard. I really hope this programme will highlight to the public how difficult it is in healthcare and how tough the job of a junior doctor is. I have met so many other doctors and nurses who are leaving to work in other fields that are better paid and have better work life balance, or are moving abroad to Australia or New Zealand because conditions are so much better. And I can’t blame them, why would anyone with any sense stay?