You know I've been thinking about (as mentioned) the family and children's entertainers that I grew up with.
I'm 43 so I remember Jim I'll fix it and Rolf Harris and yes Michael Barrymore who was seen very much as a family entertainer (,and marketed as such) and I'm embarrassed to say that at the time I was a fan of all 3 of them!
Hindsight is a wonderful thing and I read so many posts saying oh I never liked him or I could tell he was a wrong un! (But no I never cottoned on at all)!
I have a theory as to why this is basically coming from a not very loving family and being lonely and a bookworm and yes I'm going to say it more than a little brainwashed!
That's because I had a very domineering mother and I was never listened to and my voice and my instincts somehow got (squashed) lost?
Also my father was a rather weak but theatrical man prone to living in a fantasy world so I grew up with a twisted idea of what was normal (abuse of power) and also the acceptance of all that was strange uncomfortable and weird!
That thing that the English have of a great tolerance and almost veneration of eccentrics (which is a good thing) but which can also be used as a cover for frankly some very disturbing people.
The thing is about all of the above people is yes they are exaggerating their persona and playing up to the camera or drawing people in but they are also hiding in plain sight?
That's what is really disturbing now looking back.
So I ask myself seriously how much of a cesspit is the media and what goes on behind the scenes?
Now I ask myself was it almost deliberate the choice of people they gave exposure and success to? Hardly the creme de la crème but actually the worst bunch of people they could possibly find?
Also giving them a position around vulnerable people such as children and old ladies and I ask myself what kind of media culture and atmosphere was build up and deemed acceptable?
If I was to be really dark i'd even go as far as to say it's almost like mass grooming finding a way to get people to watch and even admire or emulate toxic and evil and abusive people?
Then we wonder why they get away with it when the truth is that was allowed to flourish and develop in front of our very eyes and when some of us (myself included) were at a very impressionable age?
It's sick isn't it?