I’m a bit mortified. I had a bit of an accident this morning. I, errr, didn’t make it to the toilet quite in time. Even when I had E Coli earlier in the year and was quite ill, I always made it in time. I basically needed to go with NO warning. I have diarrhoea every morning and have done for years, it’s linked (I always thought) to my mental health and my anxiety. My anxiety is pretty well controlled by medication but no matter how well controlled it is, my gut health is always the same. Ropey. Today, however, was an unmitigated disaster.
I am v stressed out with work. I’ve got my period which doesn’t help how my guts are at the best of times. I was taking a private blood test for fertility this morning and I don’t like the sight of blood so that was on my mind, as is the fact that we are trying to conceive and my reproductive system seems to have a mind of its own. Do I chalk this sorry event up to all of that combined? Or is it time to talk to the doc about my lack of gut health? Thankfully I was just at home and nobody needed to know. If that happened at work I’d actually die.