Beckiejbrown #3 Moan of Arc

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That shot of her yelping at her work's night out and turning round to look at the camera while doing her little 'this is what I saw autistic people do online' jumps, actually bleeping tragic. She doesn't care what she looks like in the real world, she only looks at herself through her phone.

You'll notice that she's had a crippling headache for the last 3 days, but managed to go to work and then enjoy a painting night out (?) in the middle of it without any issues. Didn't film herself having any 'attacks' outside or anything. Freakshow
 
I got second-hand embarrassment from that painting video, she was getting some bombastic side-eye from her coworkers walking past 😂

I'm torn between two possibilities with the migraines - either she's simply making it up, or it's psychosomatic and she a) thinks she's experiencing pain when nothing is wrong, or b) it's a regular stress/dehydration headache that she experiences as excruciating. Either way I don't believe she's having constant migraines in reality, I'm just undecided on whether she truly believes it or not.
 
I'm curious about how much attention she actually gets from these stories or why she posts them. I don't know if she wants sympathy comments. Is she trying to prove something to us with how ill she is? Is she hoping that someone feels so bad for her that they jump to her rescue? They find her away to go to A&E, or provide a variety of marriage proposal to her? What is she trying to achieve? Is she wanting her office colleagues to see how ill she is,? Her family since she has moved out? Friends- anyone from youtube (though I think that she has burned all of her bridges youtube wise with the British YouTubers she used to be friendly with). I do feel as if she is someone who is desperate for attention and doing something like showing her pink bucket is her way of doing it. It's like she is reaching out for someone to take pity on her and befriend her and get the attention she did for trich when she was young.

I also really dislike how she keeps using the phrase 'we,' in her moaning about how difficult her life is. She does act like she is a spokesperson for autism/migraines like she was for trich and mental health when they were not things really spoken about online.
 
Fact is, the 'disabled influencer who's just so strong for powering through their afflictions' path has never been more lucrative, if you can get in. This entire board is filled with threads about them.

This is why she's always fishing for sponsors like with the headphones and wanting to be a disabled kayaking ambassador or whatever. Same as the weird lore posts she constantly makes about her past self, re-enacting videos from when she was a micro-celebrity for being the trich youtuber. She's striving for fame, always.
 
Redrose97 said:
I'm curious about how much attention she actually gets from these stories or why she posts them. I don't know if she wants sympathy comments. Is she trying to prove something to us with how ill she is? Is she hoping that someone feels so bad for her that they jump to her rescue? They find her away to go to A&E, or provide a variety of marriage proposal to her? What is she trying to achieve? Is she wanting her office colleagues to see how ill she is,? Her family since she has moved out? Friends- anyone from youtube (though I think that she has burned all of her bridges youtube wise with the British YouTubers she used to be friendly with). I do feel as if she is someone who is desperate for attention and doing something like showing her pink bucket is her way of doing it. It's like she is reaching out for someone to take pity on her and befriend her and get the attention she did for trich when she was young.

I also really dislike how she keeps using the phrase 'we,' in her moaning about how difficult her life is. She does act like she is a spokesperson for autism/migraines like she was for trich and mental health when they were not things really spoken about online.
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I also have the "we", like I'm pretty sure no autistic person claims you. Also "you" gets me so mad, like don't speak for me!!
 
Urgh I want to be rid of her as she just winds me up and I find her an insult to people actually going through this but I'm just so investited in what she will create a problem of next.
I think hayanuma has it bang on with the disability influencer, I didn't click on right away to the fishing for sponsors but it's so obvious now, always tagging loop etc. But geez these companies just need to look at her stories for 24 hours and realise it is the total opposite to what they want being the face of their products.
 
I did wonder if she was trying to make it as a disability influencer as well in the attempt to get her former glory on social media as she once did. Is the money low and is she hoping that a sponsorship from loops will allow her to put her heating on- did you know what she has chilblains? I did think that she was going to be fishing in that pond when she started tiktok and making neurodivergence videos and the shepaddles it seems so obvious now.

I don't think that she is going to have any luck. She is repellentp on her stories . She did burn a lot of bridges YouTube wise and turned down a lot of opportunities from YouTube such as writing a book when she was a mental health and trich influencer. I know that she blames her autism for why she stopped posting/her lack of success on YouTube past 2015 and it's not the fact her content was repetitive and she stopped uploading.

I am also thinking that partly the reason why she did so well was that she was a young teenager who was mentally ill and bald. She doesn't have that cute factor anymore and she is just a self obsessed , moany and eccentric woman . I feel if she was going down the disability influencer she would have done well in videos/ content in getting an autism diagnosis as a adult woman, but Beckie just moans and uploads old clips of herself on her stories. I do wonder how many people actually watch her stories as they are interested in her or do they hate watch too see what she's moaning about.
 
Hayanuma said:
That shot of her yelping at her work's night out and turning round to look at the camera while doing her little 'this is what I saw autistic people do online' jumps, actually bleeping tragic. She doesn't care what she looks like in the real world, she only looks at herself through her phone.

You'll notice that she's had a crippling headache for the last 3 days, but managed to go to work and then enjoy a painting night out (?) in the middle of it without any issues. Didn't film herself having any 'attacks' outside or anything. Freakshow
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I saved this a while back because I couldn't believe what I was seeing. She also manages to kayak while having a migraine attack. It was bad enough that she was throwing up in her car.



I do not believe these are true migraines! I don't believe that Rebecca has a neurological disorder. She has a mental disorder. She needs therapy! Hardcore therapy!! It could be that she is an unfortunate case of a person afflicted with too many negative attributes (learned helplessness, arrogance, immaturity, narcissism, etc.) and she is living the hell that she herself is. Other people pick up on this and that is why they reject her. I don't know how she would get out of this without therapy if that were the case. Especially if she genuinely isn't aware of this, if she lacks insight into her own true self. It could well be that her ego is aligning perfectly with her illnesses in which case it'll be impossible of her to even realise that she is her own problem, why it's practically impossible for her to comprehend why she is her own obstacle. In her eyes everything and everyone else is the problem. Society for forcing her to work when ill, partners for not loving her, doctors for not listening to her, neighbours for not being considerate to her needs and on and on it goes. If that is the case that she is genuinely severely unaware or mistaken about her own self then she's basically delusional. And the only treatment I can think of for that is therapy. The sad thing is, as in many cases, a therapist qualified enough and genuinely capable of helping her most likely will be above her paygrade. So who knows how long she is destined to chasing after help from places where she might not get it.
 
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I wonder if she really does change outfits this many times in a day, or if she just stockpiles videos to upload later on. Anyway quotes from today's "I'm really just so strong for gutting through this" episode:


"There is no support for me, it is just me"

"I'm tired of medical professionals not supporting me in what I'm dealing with"

"I'm tired of forever being unwell, or knowing I'm going to be unwell but never knowing when"

Then just a video of her making noises while hugging a bucket
 
Bonki said:
Guys seriously wtf is this...
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Omg I find it so grating when she does stupid tit like this and puts on that super serious face as if she's facing all hardships of life at once, she's so delusional, honestly her insta acc should be taken down.

Also whoever said that Beckie is similar to an Anna Mathilda, i TOTALLY see it! Looked them up this morning and the similarities are uncanny. This influencer has been caught red handed scamming people out of their money (maybe it wasn't intentional but why not refund the people who paid for a product they never received?) because she used to be a wedding photographer but then with Covid she got diagnosed with several illnesses and didn't deliver on tens of jobs and never refunded the money either. The woe is me tiktoks she posts now are SCREAMING Beckie0. They must've attended the same Woe Is Me University (I'm sorry if this sounds problematic and insensitive and I TRULY get what it's like when you have/want to work but can't, but the least they could've done is refunded people!!)
 
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