Beckiejbrown #3 Moan of Arc

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They must and it's not like she is discreet on the internet, she has her own Wikipedia page and all of her social media is on Google and it's easily accessible. You just know that she is that odd coworker who everyone speaks about. I bet that when she's in the office, she lets everyone know how unwell she is and expects them to praise her for being a martyr.
 
She just admitted on her story she can only see a good day after she has thought it was a bad day. Even when she is having a good day its a bad day, until she can look back and think ye it wasn't that bad actually. CONNECT THE DOTS BECKIE! You are the one deciding what is a bad day and what is a good day!

Also the last bit about what the neuro doctor said to her about being grateful. He for sure know she is faking.
 
I found the bit about the neurologist telling her to be grateful and her bitterness about it, especially with how she has been recently been very telling. Especially when she is moaning about she was told to get on with things. You can just tell that she is raging that she didn't get what she wanted from them. I bet that she was hoping to get told she has something serious like a tumour or something with how gleeful she was about the doctors maybe finding something in her appointment . I also do wonder with her reacent moaning about her being unable to do things and her 'to-do list,' for the day is trying to get people to pity her or she is trying to get time off from work.

She is really trying to make it out that she such severe autitm/ chronic illness that she has high support needs and it's almost coming off as she needs a carer. I do wonder if she posts these videos, hoping from her real life like her family to get attention or that a doctor will somehow decide to help her. I said it the other day but she bothers me with how she is almost acting as a the face for autuism and cronic illness with the use of 'we,' and 'you.' She is a rubbish advocate for people and she is hardly inspring. Though Beckie probably things that she is 'realistic,' with her moaning.
 
I do wonder if she acts like this Infront of her mum especially since she is wheelchair bound at the moment. Its me being nosy but I wonder how much caring she actually does especially since she is so unwell all the time.i can understand she might be caring for her when she is living with her parents but she's in bed all the time as she is unwell.
 
Drinking game: Take a shot every time Beckie says the word "Unwell." Sure fire way to get a headache as bad as poor Beckie's.

I keep wondering about why I'm so fascinated with her and why I can't seem to look away. And I think it's because there is part of me that like would love to be a life coach etc, and I love helping my friends take back their lives after break ups or struggles etc and she is like the worst case ever and I want to see her turn it around. I want to see her get therapy, log off, move home for a bit to recharge, sort herself out, make some friends, get a boyfriend who actually likes her (when she has something to offer). Imagine how bleeping satisfying it would be to like one day see her happy and being like "Yeah guys sorry about all that I was a mess". And for the viewers I feel like it is so obviously in her reach, she is the only one who can't see that.
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Redrose97 said:
I do wonder if she acts like this Infront of her mum especially since she is wheelchair bound at the moment. Its me being nosy but I wonder how much caring she actually does especially since she is so unwell all the time.i can understand she might be caring for her when she is living with her parents but she's in bed all the time as she is unwell.
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She didnt seem like she was ill at all when she was at home. That's what's interesting. Maybe she is "Masking" like she says. But it seems to me like she genuinely would just be happier and healthier living at home.
 
Redrose97 said:
I do wonder if she acts like this Infront of her mum especially since she is wheelchair bound at the moment. Its me being nosy but I wonder how much caring she actually does especially since she is so unwell all the time.i can understand she might be caring for her when she is living with her parents but she's in bed all the time as she is unwell.
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I wonder if her mother's disability is the reason she increased her attention seeking behavior. I don't think she can accept that her mother receives care from others.
 
aplysia said:
I wonder if her mother's disability is the reason she increased her attention seeking behavior. I don't think she can accept that her mother receives care from others.
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I did wonder if part of it was that Beckie is used to being the unwell person in her family and she is not used to having the attention on her. I feel as if she was the centre of attention as she was so ill and is very demanding that it left her siblings being ignored. I think as well, her online presence became viral of her mental health. I don't know if her posting online is her way of getting that attention back and validation.


I do feel as if the whole family was impacted greatly by Beckie being mentally ill and they were walking on egg shells around her, not wanting to upset her or rock the boat. There was even times as an adult in her 20s when Beckie would run away and sleep in her car from her family ( all on gurugossip) I am wondering this as I had similar experiences with my dad and his mental illness. I do wonder how the family dynamic is these days.
 
"You're trying to validate this human, who is never gonna get validated"

Beckie, you dont need strangers on the internet to validate your suffering. Do you think nobody else in life suffers? Some people go through horrific illnesses and life events, way worse than you, and don't post a single drop of it online. You must be really frustrated that you 'suffer' so much and nobody gives a tit. You are unbearable and you will be alone forever. You are a dementor that drains the happiness and life out of everyone around you. No wonder Ellie is your father's favourite and you can only attract creepy old men and munchies in your instagram comments.
 
IF she's not faking her migraines (and that's a big IF!), surely it must be down to some dumb tit she's doing in her flat? Maybe she doesn't use blue light blocking on her screens so that's a big trigger, or she sprays a certain perfume, or she's not drinking enough water, or she's eating something her body doesn't agree with. Again, IF this isn't all a big act, I'm certain this problem must be down to some very simple reason that she just needs to use critical thinking skills to figure out and change.
 
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