Beckiejbrown #3 Moan of Arc

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I'm just wondering what Beckie's ideal man would be or what she is actually wanting in a man. I don't know if she would be better with a shop dummy that she holds hands with. I think that she just wants a man who just looks after her, has no sexual desire, who is willing to accomodate everything for her ect.

I would lilke to see her newer dating profile, especially if she still has the D/S on the profile.

Also has she moved back home? I'm so confused by it especially as she says that she in not, but she has moved back in with her parents and is speaking about removing a door and she is decorating the old room. I know that she is caring for her parents but admitteddly, I'm just being nosey.
 
The sex thing is so confusing, because she said not long ago that she can't have sex in the morning because of migraines, but she has also said she doesn't want it at all and is asexual. Then it was no she just don't like fluids, then it was like feeling someone's heartbeat that freaked her out. I don't think she even knows.

The way she answers comments on her instagram is so funny the comment can be "you look nice" and she answer "I can't work and have not eaten much today" . That was just an example but its not even related to the original comment, its just her wanting to whine some more.
 
YAY I finally learned how to screen record (I'm ashamed how easy it turned out to be).
Had to share this though, the faces, the huffing and puffing acting like she is deserted and doesn't have anyone in her life. Must be fun being her family watching this.
 
She keeps going on about noise from neighbours and how it's ruining her life. As someone who is neurodivegent and gets sensory overload I do understand it but I also understand that my neighbours are allowed to make (reasonable) noise so I'm not going to spend my life complaining about it on social media?! Just put your bloody loops in Beckie 😅
 
I think that she used to go to meals and meet up with some ladies in her church, but I'm not sure if she goes to that anymore. She would talk about going to a Thanksgiving meal with them or a bible group. Beckie would complain about the church not having many single men her age and there were a lot of families, and it prevented her from using the church as a dating spot. When friends have been mentioned in the recent past, it's been people from the kayak group but she was posting about having the problems there and not fitting in. I know from the recent past, of the last few years, she would meet up with her boyfriend's friends. She called the camera her 'friend,' the other days and saw her vlogging like speaking to a friend. That is what I'm assuming with the stuff that she posts on her stories. She kept mentioning someone called Jay frequently in videos, so I'm curious who this is.

I think that Beckie needs friends and I would like her to have friends, but I feel as if she doesn't help herself. She frequently goes on about how she can't speak to non-autistic people due to her autism. In her Scotland video, she made a big thing about how she can barely even communicate with people or even look at them. I do wonder if perhaps it is something that she has told herself and she uses as an excuse not to try. I could see her doing it as a preventive thing, like by not trying, she can't get rejected or have a bad experience with them. I know that is is very difficult to make friends and connect with people from personal experience due to being ND, but I think that Beckie's main problem is her personality repells people and it's not because she is unwell a lot of the time. You couldn't go to Beckie and say you are having a bad day without her moaning about her day, and it's not her being more anecdotal in conversation, she is rather repellent in person and is obsessed with herself.
 
hellodarling said:
I think having some close friends would really benefit her. Romantic love isn't the be all and end all.
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She's at a point where nothing can benefit her because she manages to find issues in places where there aren't any. She should ideally start from within and work on loving herself before she can expect love from anyone else but why try to solve problems when it's so much easier to put on some house music (god forbid her neighbours listen to music or speak too loud) and indulge in self pity
 
I love that anytime she films herself 'being sick' her eyes never water, she's never drooling or anything, it's just her dry face looking into a dry bucket. So now she's rubbing her eyelids for hours and bragging about how red they are after, just to look that little bit more ill. She's bleeping gone
 
A while back when she was ill, I wouldn't say I felt sorry for but my reaction was rather neutral. Everyone's ill or under the weather once in a while and that's just the way it is.

But when I see videos like the ones she's posted today, not only do I not feel sympathy nor am I neutral, I feel contempt. Her behaviour is bordering on levels of ridiculousness I find difficult to view as interesting on a psychological front or entertaining on a personal front. And it has gradually been getting worse since the diagnosis.
 
I’ve been under neurology for chronic migraines for 10 years and there is no way if she was as “unwell” as she blaming she is they wouldn’t be looking into alternatives. She said yesterday she shouldn’t be left to get on with it and she’s right when there’s as bad as she’s making out they will look into other options. She’s either faking, making herself sick or duck knows
 
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