Oh, haha.. yeah i wrote a post about how I think the conversation went with t and her special surgeon
another poster did a mock conversation as well. But for me, she hears what she wants to hear and blocks out the rest.. but she obviously needs to hear everything- it’s her body, her life.. but unfortunately that’s why her ‘journey’ has been so confusing for a lot of viewers, because I believe it is confusing for her as well.. she doesn’t want to know what going on- but she needs to.. because look at where this has gotten her now. I hope someone in her life can help her.. she is so clueless (unfortunately so is everyone in her life it appears) and it’s frustrating. In one video Matt is filling out a registration form for her (why? I have no idea, she can do it herself.. she’s a grown woman!) and she asks him ‘what’s it for?’ Girl, how can you not know?! She never grew up because no one has allowed her to.
I feel like with her, she has two or very limited emotions or ways in which she acts .. either anxious (as we see before her appointment in her last video, after going for dinner with ha and her sister following the meeting of her big surgery, and receiving the news two years ago it spread to her lungs) or happy/cozy vibes. Even in the video two years ago of cancer spreading to her lungs, she is crying and suddenly she snaps out of it and starts smiling at the camera and repeating ‘it’s ok’ .. I remember this because I always found it so odd.
Before the appointment of her recent video, you can see she’s anxious and when she gets the news cancer didn’t spread to her liver, and she didn’t need chemo, she was excited... I feel like there’s no in between with her. I’ve never seen her act any other way- either she’s anxious or using her excited childlike voice. So maybe that’s why it was strange for many viewers to see her be ecstatic over cancer spreading to her lungs, because she doesn’t act any other way.. no other emotions or behaviour.. sigh, who knows. But I’m glad she read that commenters post and acknowledged it. We don’t know how she acts off the camera.. maybe it’s not like what we see.. we’re shown what YouTubers want us to see