Wow, good find in the comments. Thanks for sharing. This is interesting.
When I started catching up on this thread this morning (I can’t bring myself to watch her gross behavior, so I appreciate those who take one for the team
) I started wondering if this manic behavior was all for the camera, and wondering if her mood crashes post-filming, so we never see the part where she does act like a normal human given terrible news.
I feel like we don’t see the part where she lies in bed for the next two days in her PJs. Crying. Trying to cheer herself up by reading comments. Trying to cheer herself up by posting old photos of herself in Crete.
We have seen glimpses of these crashes previously, but not often. It’s like when she turns the camera on, she feels like she has to give a “positive vibes only” performance
Mind you, I also fully believe she doesn’t listen properly to the doctor and has selective hearing, so there’s also that.
I forget which one of you lovely people proposed a potential “he said/she said” mock conversation a few pages back, but whomever you are I think you’re bang on the money. She’s probably spending most of her brain power thinking about video content, and not freaking listening. She’s such a scatterbrain, I wouldn’t be surprised.
I don’t like the woman; she’s not someone I’d get along with face-to-face because I don’t do the whole “positive vibes only”… I think it’s toxic to yourself and gaslighting to those around you. And I see that happening to Amma.
So yeah, I find it somewhat refreshing to see her agree with that commenter. Maybe she’s come down off her bizarre manic high now.
Geez, it’s all so cringeworthy, her weird ass behaviors. Uploaded to the internet for the world to see. I’d be so embarrassed if it were me.
I find the whole thing a fascinating live-time case study in tragedy, immaturity and denial.