Ive suddenly hit a wall and feel really low and like Im going to drop out. I feel anxious about going and I cant stop crying tonight.
I was so excited this morning
I hate even admitting this. Its embarrassing.
There's absolutely nothing to be embarrassed about. Everything you have said makes complete sense.Ive just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
My show is on a Sunday, anyone who’s been would you recommend booking the next day off of work?
)Seen so many people recommend these! I already have the Bloch ones in two shades from doing shows, otherwise I would probably have bought Capezio ones too
I think I’ll be fine once I’ve got my hair and makeup done and some accessories on. It’s just so annoying no when you’ve imagined it and then it looks totally different in real life.
It's not embarrassing to us, I get it. Before I went away last month I could barely eat or sleep the week beforehand because I have That's So Raven style visions of everything that can possibly go wrong. I actually hate the travelling part of travelling so muchIve just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
there's nothing wrong being prepared and rehearsing routes. I tell myself I suffer more in my mind than in reality and that's true 95% of the time. The worst you are going to feel is right now, the night before, and it will get easier once you start moving and all those plans come into motion. I know it's all easier said than done though 
I believe in you.
Ive just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
You look fab. I think a lot of outfits cover a more than one era.so it’s a silver holographic dress and a pastel tie dye shirt. I originally was going to wear the dress with something else but then I saw the shirt online and have thought of nothing else since. But now I’ve put them together I don’t think they go because the dress has black under the holographic sequins and it’s throwing me off. Feels too Midnights meets Lover
What about having comfy clothes in the car for the journey home?Is anyone else driving up and driving home and wearing like a sparkly dress?
Because I am just thinking what will I look like going into the services at fleet in my sparkly mini dress at 1pm in the afternoon
I totally get this, it can be so overwhelming doing something out of your routine/comfort zone and I’ve felt what you’re feeling. Down to checking the routes over and over. It’s exhausting and it can feel so isolating when you feel like everyone else can just go with the flow.Ive just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
That is not embarrassing at all. I love travelling but also hate travelling. I know that makes zero sense. I love my home comforts and it feels safe. Pop some music on or white noise to calm you down, play a game on your phone, read and then try to get some sleep. Tomorrow is a new day and it will be amazing!Ive just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
Is anyone else driving up and driving home and wearing like a sparkly dress?
Because I am just thinking what will I look like going into the services at fleet in my sparkly mini dress at 1pm in the afternoon
also at the services in the morning/early afternoon when I need a wee! Trying to tell myself not to give a fuck 
so it’s a silver holographic dress and a pastel tie dye shirt. I originally was going to wear the dress with something else but then I saw the shirt online and have thought of nothing else since. But now I’ve put them together I don’t think they go because the dress has black under the holographic sequins and it’s throwing me off. Feels too Midnights meets Lover
Sparkly dress in Toby carvery is pretty iconicI’m going to be sat in Toby Carvery at lunch in my sparkly dress and make up
I bet you won't be the only one!Is anyone else driving up and driving home and wearing like a sparkly dress?
Because I am just thinking what will I look like going into the services at fleet in my sparkly mini dress at 1pm in the afternoon
it looks fab! Lover meets rep maybe! Wear it
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I ordered some 13 temporary tattoos and they aren’t gonna come in time. Any tips on how to draw one on my hand?- marker pen? I’ve no idea!
It’s not embarrassing at all, i always find that events that I’ve built up in my head so much can make me feel the most anxious because I have considered every single possibility x100 over. There is such a pressure to have the best time ever and it’s sometimes just not always possible. As an anxious person too I can relate to how that once you are in your head about it it is hard to get over that no matter what you do, like last year I willingly moved abroad and then spent a whole 3 hour plane journey and then another bus journey absolutely sobbing my eyes out, after telling people for weeks how excited I was lol.Ive just had a really shitty day with various different things and it all feels on top of me. I dont travel well. I dont like the unknown, I dont like the thought of being late.
Im an AuDHD girly, currently not medicated and Im basically anxious about everything. If you invite me to something there is a 50-75% chance I'll drop out.
The last time I had jury duty I didnt sleep for 3 days and would spend hours through the night looking at google maps street view over and over and retracing the route Id need to take on foot from the train station.
