I’m so sorry to hear about your patient. Such sad news. I get what you are saying l. On the whole it’s helped that I am calmer. As a mum with ASD anxious kids, the calmer I can keep the better to support them. just feel a little numb. So sorry again for your loss.Yes and no. I do totally understand what you are saying.
I definitely am not crying at situations I normally would.
I can cry though as I did yesterday when a patient died who I adored.
It feels like when I was on sertraline but better , little bit numb to some situations but still feel human enough to not be robotic.