Latest from the podcast: she broke up with her boyfriend as we know, but still kept hanging out but without the label. She wanted to be single because of arguments and because she was too reliant on him (this boy was literally cleaning her house and making her dinner every night and they were basically living together).
So Olivia goes and sleeps with someone else becsuse she thought it would help her forget about her ex. She said all it did was make her feel guilty and question why she broke up with him because the relationship wasnt that bad. She didn’t mention what his reaction to this was though?? She also said if he slept with anyone else she would be violently ill and hate him.
It’s his birthday this week and she got an hotel in the country for one night that cost a grand, and they have made it super romantic with heart shaped balloons… can someone explain what’s going on because she’s getting with other boys and they are not together?!!!
Also mentions still to this day when she hears about John getting with girls or speaking to girls (cos her brother tells her) it makes her “feel weird” and she goes out of her way to search the girls up on insta and block them…
Also says she doesn’t care about the male gaze but is scared to dye her hair brown because she thinks boys won’t find her hot anymore…
Honestly I think this girl’s relationship to men and validation is SUPER messed up and I hope she grows up a bit.