Me everytime I see or hear “bootiful”
Exactly Kate, her saying we don’t know someone’s invisible pain etc so be kind so I’m calling bullshit on her mobility issues. She is a horrible lying manipulator who uses her cancer to get exactly what she wants. She is vile isn’t she ?shes proved it, every single thing she has done this holiday has been in complete contriction to what she sayslies.and to say you dont no whats going on. we do.. that another bullshit line which fustrates me more becasue she is using it once again to manipulate and shut down people questioning her. you cannot hide that amount of pain to how she is actually behaving and moving. shes literally shown us what goes on heind closed doors,behind the scenes! shes a fake twit.
Poor thing has had to fly economy this time though!
I’m sure she thinks she’s some sort of celebrityDidn’t she throw a hissy fit last time she did and get upgraded?
I’m sure she thinks she’s some sort of celebrity
it is genuinely wild to me that she is on holiday, yet her entire focus is on looking out for absolutely anything that looks like "tatas" to pose next to, and spending her time taking photos for IG and filming endless footage to create reels, with all the behind the scenes stuff showing just how much time goes into it all! she is entirely unable to just focus on the present and spend time being in the moment, actually enjoying her holiday and time with her husband. she isn't interested in actually making memories - she views life through her phone screen and all the "memories" she creates are posed snapshots of moments she didn't experience in reality - like going to watch a sunset, but instead of actually experiencing the beauty and magic of the moment, she watches it via a screen to ensure she is capturing it all on camera, to then share on insta as a magical memory - yet she doesn't have a true memory of the sunset, because she watched it through a screen, with her focus on filming, not on the sunset itself - obvs just an example, but I'm trying to illustrate Nicky's distorted interpretation of "memories". Nicky's "memories" of all her incredible holidays etc aren't stored in her brain, they are captured in photos - images of moments she has no genuine memory of. it's sad.
because for her, that IS the reality. the way she talks about her pain and exhaustion, she very much seems able to turn if off as it suits her - even recently when she was talking about how she had slept for days, only to *remember* a brunch she had forgotten about, and was suddenly able to find the energy to be up, dressed, make-up on and ready to leave, as she didn't want to miss out! other than Thailand, none of her plans or holidays are ever impacted by her symptoms, and she is able to go on every "jaunt" she has planned, attend events, cope with travelling and staying in hotels, enjoy huge meals etc without any mobility issues or tierdness or pain, only to be struck down the moment she steps back through her door, as her symptoms are turned back on again, and she is struggling to even keep her eyes open, can't get up the stairs or even dress herself without assistance, is incapable of getting in the bath despite being able to do so at every hotel she visits, barely able to manage a single bite of food, unable to take a single faux wobbly step without her cane and surviving solely on biscuits, while not being able to sleep as the pain is so severe, and her bed so uncomfortable despite all random hotels beds being totally fine and sleeping isn't an issue.I find her 'this is what life as a cancer patient is like, you have some fun and then come back and it all comes crashing down' comment really strange. It implies that you have some choice, to be able to switch off the pain and cancer in order to have your 'fun' and then only switch it on again when you get home. Which of course is not what any serious illness is like.
And here it is, well chair not bed (close enough)because for her, that IS the reality. the way she talks about her pain and exhaustion, she very much seems able to turn if off as it suits her - even recently when she was talking about how she had slept for days, only to *remember* a brunch she had forgotten about, and was suddenly able to find the energy to be up, dressed, make-up on and ready to leave, as she didn't want to miss out! other than Thailand, none of her plans or holidays are ever impacted by her symptoms, and she is able to go on every "jaunt" she has planned, attend events, cope with travelling and staying in hotels, enjoy huge meals etc without any mobility issues or tierdness or pain, only to be struck down the moment she steps back through her door, as her symptoms are turned back on again, and she is struggling to even keep her eyes open, can't get up the stairs or even dress herself without assistance, is incapable of getting in the bath despite being able to do so at every hotel she visits, barely able to manage a single bite of food, unable to take a single faux wobbly step without her cane and surviving solely on biscuits, while not being able to sleep as the pain is so severe, and her bed so uncomfortable despite all random hotels beds being totally fine and sleeping isn't an issue.
it's all so performative, and guaranteed she will suddenly be needing her wheelchair to attend her hospital appointment, with reels of Alex whizzing her down the corridors! even the way she talks about her blood test today is incredibly over dramatic! it's hardly "urgent bloods", as she would have already been aware that she had an appointment to check her bloods prior to possible chemo tomorrow. as usual, it's all hyped up for sympathy and attention, to remind everyone that despite having been on holiday, she is incredibly sick - guaranteed there will be a blood test selfie in her stories later, or - if she can wangle it - a photo of her port while sitting on a hospital bed.
it's moments like this when tattle desperately needs an eye roll reaction! ever predictable, eh Nicky!And here it is, well chair not bed (close enough)
Signing off for engagement. Correct.Silly idiot has landed herself back in hospital. Words fail me.
She new this was going to happen and she's bloody loving it.I can't remember what chemo she's now on, but its obviously knackered her bone marrow and why she was having to have injections to boost her neutrophils and blood transfusions to boost her haemoglobin...which is why she's back in hospital again ( though why she needs to be admitted for a blood transfusion and not given as a day case....unless it's critically low )
I think some serious conversations are going to be had about whether she can actually continue with this line of chemo now as it's obviously wrecked her body ( and she'd already had dose reduction)
she's running out of options very quickly