Girl. I dunno. Doesn't sit right with me, the hinting at a ttc journey, when so so many couples are overwhelming in their emotions and the ACTUAL excitement of perhaps its this time, each month that passes however allows for a darkness type of thing when its all they can hope , imagine plan for is the day that its positive, and its the light in an otherwise darkened room... this i understand is OTT ,for me to say but it just taints what experience they wanted to share,the actual reality, instead of this limp, pulling out the "each time I do a test and each month its negative ". Devastating & thats cruelly, the way for so many & i really would never want to trigger or provoke anyone with my tuppence worth, I really truly feel the agony,and know your a warrior, you are in my thoughts. I may well be off. However.....personally, if tjat was the case, each month negative, why not add that in, maybe even 3/4 different times you did test and thought you were,but weren't. Even if just to music or listen to that audio of those times. Giving authenticity to the story your rolling with, only its hard for me to feel any type of way with Gemma when, all these tests yet Jamie doesn't know what he's to do, the instructions pretty much, learned by heart on my mind,least near enough, as the familiarity of the routine,is engraved upon my mind and heart. A muscle memory almost, yet Jamie needs guiding???! Doesnt help this is filmed recently. Unless at the 9_10min of the upload , showing her hands and those nails, aren't the same she started vlog with, wearing the ring , spewing the 'ive forgotten,be nice to watch back" yeah so long ago gem. Come on. Integrity, doing the right things even when nobody's watching ... but she knows we are watching. Hense the feeding of this scenario. Odd. i really hope my gut is wrong, and Jamie steps up. And even more so, connects with Sophie again. Who was a loyal and much needed support for Gem before, imagine the void now
Girl. I dunno. Doesn't sit right with me, the hinting at a ttc journey, when so so many couples are overwhelming in their emotions and the ACTUAL excitement of perhaps its this time, each month that passes however allows for a darkness type of thing when its all they can hope , imagine plan for is the day that its positive, and its the light in an otherwise darkened room... this i understand is OTT ,for me to say but it just taints what experience they wanted to share,the actual reality, instead of this limp, pulling out the "each time I do a test and each month its negative ". Devastating & thats cruelly, the way for so many & i really would never want to trigger or provoke anyone with my tuppence worth, I really truly feel the agony,and know your a warrior, you are in my thoughts. I may well be off. However.....personally, if tjat was the case, each month negative, why not add that in, maybe even 3/4 different times you did test and thought you were,but weren't. Even if just to music or listen to that audio of those times. Giving authenticity to the story your rolling with, only its hard for me to feel any type of way with Gemma when, all these tests yet Jamie doesn't know what he's to do, the instructions pretty much, learned by heart on my mind,least near enough, as the familiarity of the routine,is engraved upon my mind and heart. A muscle memory almost, yet Jamie needs guiding???! Doesnt help this is filmed recently. Unless at the 9_10min of the upload , showing her hands and those nails, aren't the same she started vlog with, wearing the ring , spewing the 'ive forgotten,be nice to watch back" yeah so long ago gem. Come on. Integrity, doing the right things even when nobody's watching ... but she knows we are watching. Hense the feeding of this scenario. Odd. i really hope my gut is wrong, and Jamie steps up. And even more so, connects with Sophie again. Who was a loyal and much needed support for Gem before, imagine the void now
Girl. I dunno. Doesn't sit right with me, the hinting at a ttc journey, when so so many couples are overwhelming in their emotions and the ACTUAL excitement of perhaps its this time, each month that passes however allows for a darkness type of thing when its all they can hope , imagine plan for is the day that its positive, and its the light in an otherwise darkened room... this i understand is OTT ,for me to say but it just taints what experience they wanted to share,the actual reality, instead of this limp, pulling out the "each time I do a test and each month its negative ". Devastating & thats cruelly, the way for so many & i really would never want to trigger or provoke anyone with my tuppence worth, I really truly feel the agony,and know your a warrior, you are in my thoughts. I may well be off. However.....personally, if tjat was the case, each month negative, why not add that in, maybe even 3/4 different times you did test and thought you were,but weren't. Even if just to music or listen to that audio of those times. Giving authenticity to the story your rolling with, only its hard for me to feel any type of way with Gemma when, all these tests yet Jamie doesn't know what he's to do, the instructions pretty much, learned by heart on my mind,least near enough, as the familiarity of the routine,is engraved upon my mind and heart. A muscle memory almost, yet Jamie needs guiding???! Doesnt help this is filmed recently. Unless at the 9_10min of the upload , showing her hands and those nails, aren't the same she started vlog with, wearing the ring , spewing the 'ive forgotten,be nice to watch back" yeah so long ago gem. Come on. Integrity, doing the right things even when nobody's watching ... but she knows we are watching. Hense the feeding of this scenario. Odd. i really hope my gut is wrong, and Jamie steps up. And even more so, connects with Sophie again. Who was a loyal and much needed support for Gem before, imagine the void now