Trisha you were transforming until you decided to set up an insta account and then you stopped transforming. Maybe take a break from Insta go away and work on your issues and come back when you have managed to get your head in the game, if transformation is what you are about. Otherwise change your insta handle to something related to selling knives or showing recepies. You set up Insta, you didn't have to you could have continued your transformation journey without sharing it with anyone. And you can always step away too if you are finding the pressure too much. But how will you earn a living considering you gave up your job to become a hun. But please change the record how many more years are the transformers going to be getting the same poor me posts. Jesus it's like groundhog day.