My ct scan went awful today (well for me) the cannula made my arm feel very weird to the point I was trying to stop myself from having a panic attack, idk if the nurse was just crap at putting it in but I kept thinking my wrist and fingers was going to fall off but alas don’t worry I’m not gonna do a creepy and lazy special and threaten to sue the nhs
. I came home after and got into bed and cried my eyes out. I just hope the cannula’s going forward won’t make my arm feel the way it did today as I’m gonna be having quite a few from now on, I’m wondering if it was just my whole body being in fight mode because when I had a ct scan last year I was totally fine. Now to get the mri over with on Wednesday and wait for my results on Friday.
Thanks tattle fam for thinking of me and letting me come on here just to get things off my chest especially when friends and family have no idea what I’m really going through. One friend told me today I just need to suck having cannula’s up despite having severe trauma from them during my pregnancy. Like yes I know I have to suck it up but can I still not be scared about having them?