slugella
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Gang I need a vodka and a hug. Really feeling like tit, it’s hit me how devastated I am that I can’t be with her for her first Taylor concert, trying not to let it show to them and be so happy for them when they’ve FaceTimed me etc but it’s bloody hard, ugh sorry for emosh dumping, but to get so near yet so far will be something I will always be annoyed at. I need to focus on my recovery so maybe things will be easier when today has passed. Still want everyone on n3 to have good surprise songs though (maybe!) I’ve not hit the full bitter switch just yet surprisingly! I’ll stop going on now!!
Your message made me tear up! You sound so lovely and what a beautiful relationship you seem to have. I really hope you somehow end up being able to make it to another date, whether that be August or hopefully the rumours of another UK leg are true and she'll be back next year
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I really wasn’t sure about TTPD but the more I listen to it, the more obsessed I am.
Does anyone else find they’ll be doing something and randomly you’ll sing “duck me up Florida” or “but daddy I love him” or “let it once be me” or “did you sleep with a gun underneath your bed?” etc etc? Honestly, I can wake up in the night for a wee with a TTPD lyric in my head. I’ll be presenting in a meeting and have to fight the urge.
For me its down bad crying at the gym and no idea why as its not even one of my fave songs from the album haha