Seeing her in public yesterday was weird. For some reason I actually felt quite sorry for her. I shouldn't as her behaviour has been nothing short of disgraceful but in person you can actually sense she is lost/lonely. She has a vacant/glazed over look about her.
Shiv has a habit of committing to things on her socials and then giving up. Whether it's cooking , courses or a place to live - important stuff.
Yeah she’s definitely lonely. When I watched one of her old vlogs she seemed much more motivated and like she had a purpose, more down to earth. I think she lost her way, made a successful business pretty quickly and got caught up in the money and instafame and no longer has the same sense of purpose. It says a lot about her self worth and insecurities that she thought the only way she could have a baby was with someone she hardly knew and frame it as “changing values and a new challenge”. She wants to be loved like everyone else, and probably knew she would get that from a baby.
Her behaviour has been tit, but sometimes I think she can’t be that bad. Not one of her friends or ex friends have come on here to discuss the tea on her. Not even one of Ned’s friends. Plenty others on other threads that would.