Sarah’s Day #32 Sarah’s blue, crying on cue, what’s even true when it’s all for revenue?

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cokezero112 said:
This is going to be a unpopular and probably “problematic” opinion.
I empathise with any woman who experiences a miscarriage, fertility issues and abortion and understand how hard it can be for some. That being said. As someone who grew up with a mother who was diagnosed with NPD, Sarah reminds me a lot of my mother. As an adult (23) I’m still suffering and trying to navigate my life while dealing with trauma endured by my mother etc.
The thought of Sarah having another child to monetise off, Complain about, Neglect, Emotionally enmesh and Push her ED onto etc, Is more of a concern to me than her having a miscarriage.
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Oh gosh my heart goes out to you💗. I grew up with mom diagnosed with NPD too. And I also recognize the patterns in Sarah. That's why I just couldn't bring myself to empathize with her right now. I know why she's doing it and how narcs are. There's no person in there, they are just an empty shell. They are totally consumed by the disorder and it's detrimental to anyone living and closely interacting with them. It's incredibly complex and complicated.
I hope you can get some help for yourself. It took me 28 years to seek out for help and start therapy, and I got diagnosed with ptsd, trauma, depression and dissociation. It's terrible to the point that NPDs having kids should be a crime. Please start as soon as you can, it has helped me so much. It will be incredibly difficult but, trust me, there's freedom, love and life out there for you, and we are stronger than all the abuse we've endured💕.
 
I think she’s realised she’s going to need IVF or something and doesn’t want to give into ‘western medicine’ - obviously trying for a baby for 4 months isn’t long. But I think that’s the only logical situation. Because of all the photos of Fox and her and kurt at fox’s birth. And the fact that they need to ‘make a decision’ - idk man that’s my guess.

She has honestly REPULSED ME throughout the last week. I didn’t think I could dislike her anymore.
 
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today , on "grown woman, or *quirky* 14 year old?" - in which sarah buys snacks because eating your feelings is quirky and relatable i guess ? very reminiscent of the days where half of her vlogs ended with her confessing to have binged on fruit and nut mix the night before.

and yeah, i do very much share the complicated feelings that a lot of you guys are also expressing in regards to feelings terrible about her potentially going through something like a MC, but also feeling a little bit of relief(?) at the thought of one less child for her to harm with her disordered thoughts and behaviors. it's tough. i really do hope that she's okay on a human level, but it's also incredibly frustrating watching someone who is so clearly ill refusing to open her mind even a little bit to anything that could actually help her get better. her having an influence on the young audience she attracts also doesn't help...
 
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today , on "grown woman, or *quirky* 14 year old?" - in which sarah buys snacks because eating your feelings is quirky and relatable i guess ? very reminiscent of the days where half of her vlogs ended with her confessing to have binged on fruit and nut mix the night before.

and yeah, i do very much share the complicated feelings that a lot of you guys are also expressing in regards to feelings terrible about her potentially going through something like a MC, but also feeling a little bit of relief(?) at the thought of one less child for her to harm with her disordered thoughts and behaviors. it's tough. i really do hope that she's okay on a human level, but it's also incredibly frustrating watching someone who is so clearly ill refusing to open her mind even a little bit to anything that could actually help her get better. her having an influence on the young audience she attracts also doesn't help...
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I feel like she’s not far from posting a crying photo still insisting ‘she’s fine’ and ‘not ready to talk about it’ and then being angry at people messaging her. Whatever the issue is, it’s never as serious as she makes it out to be. That’s one thing I’ve learned about her. She used to hook me in so much when I was a Stan until I saw the pattern.
 
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fallingtides said:
I don't doubt that sarah gets genuinely hateful DMs or comments on the regular , but it really is strange how whenever she does do something like this (putting a specific "hater" on blast) its ALWAYS someone who has simply offered very mildly worded criticism. i wonder if there's some part of her (EXTREMELY) deep down that knows how much validity there is to these more genuine critiques of her and that's why she reacts so strongly ?

of course, it could also just be that she loves being the queen of her kingdom of sycophants who will attack anyone who dares question her and her rasberries of steel

ETA it also just occurred to me that reacting to strongly to people who are eloquent and very much not trolls is quite the way to silence anyone who may so much as begin to open any of her stan's eyes to how troubling her behavior is. if sezzy is good at anything, it's acting in toxic and disordered ways with such casualty that it feels normal.
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I’m honestly scared to ever comment/DM in case I’ll say the wrong thing and get blocked lol. Literally have had anxious dreams about being blocked ?! Like that’s normal. Your followers shouldn’t be scared of saying something to you cause it could get you blocked or deleted??

I’m also more of a passive follower (except when she’s bothering me or I know tattle will be extra juicy/funny cause of a story)
 
Recurrence of CIN3/some related diagnosis may explain the 'revisit' thing? As in, she will soon have to confront/make a decision relating to her health issues which she had previously thought were behind her.

Edited to say that @mysterywoman I just noticed you said the same thing! I think it must be something like this - would also explain how she addressed women specifically, which seems to confirm that it is a gynaecological/pregnancy issue
 
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PinkTuna said:
Oh gosh my heart goes out to you💗. I grew up with mom diagnosed with NPD too. And I also recognize the patterns in Sarah. That's why I just couldn't bring myself to empathize with her right now. I know why she's doing it and how narcs are. There's no person in there, they are just an empty shell. They are totally consumed by the disorder and it's detrimental to anyone living and closely interacting with them. It's incredibly complex and complicated.
I hope you can get some help for yourself. It took me 28 years to seek out for help and start therapy, and I got diagnosed with ptsd, trauma, depression and dissociation. It's terrible to the point that NPDs having kids should be a crime. Please start as soon as you can, it has helped me so much. It will be incredibly difficult but, trust me, there's freedom, love and life out there for you, and we are stronger than all the abuse we've endured💕.
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What are some of the patterns you see in Sarah? Genuinely curious. I’ve read about NPD but would love to hear someone who had to be parented by someone with it.
 
I just can't envisage an unresolved pregnancy issue which would warrant five days of bawling your eyes out followed by a heavy lifting session. The crying, I absolutely understand. The need to take a few days to feel the emotions, let them out and process them - yes, I get that. The weight lifting session I do not, especially if the issue needs to be "revisited". I do not know, but surely if there is an issue regarding the progression or health of the pregnancy, this wouldn't be recommended in the short term? Plenty of women lift weights when pregnant, but if there are complications, would this be recommended?
 
📝 make Fox repeat after you for your instagram story to maximise attention and have it known you are the most emotionally immature 29 year old on the internet.

it’s textbook really. From the textbook of Manipulation and using your child to assist your online image
 
MunchMel said:
I just can't envisage an unresolved pregnancy issue which would warrant five days of bawling your eyes out followed by a heavy lifting session. The crying, I absolutely understand. The need to take a few days to feel the emotions, let them out and process them - yes, I get that. The weight lifting session I do not, especially if the issue needs to be "revisited". I do not know, but surely if there is an issue regarding the progression or health of the pregnancy, this wouldn't be recommended in the short term? Plenty of women lift weights when pregnant, but if there are complications, would this be recommended?
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Even if it wasn’t recommended, we know she wouldn’t care and do it anyway.
I find it ironic how in her lifting stories yesterday she almost seemed to be back to her old self, ie. plugging her timer app, talking about doing toning power etc. then it’s like she realised “oh tit, I have to be sad” then posted the story of her doing splits with the long text of her reminding us that she is still “going through something.” Something is really fishy here.
 
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