New pod overview:
she doesn’t discuss reasons why she went away for so long, just says hi I’m back I’ve got a lot to catch up on
she pushed off cancer surgery so she could be a ‘thot’ over summer because ‘it can’t kill you because 1% chance is low and only decided to get it removed when she saw her fave TikTok musician had a scar on her arm so decided she would get the surgery too to match
since she got her boobs done for the first 2 months she would take nudes of herself cause she was obsessed with her body
Says shes been loving driving around on lime bikes in London when she’s been drinking (this is illegal btw and you can get your driving licence banned for doing this)
says she hasn’t been leaving the house a lot
she went to her old flat to pick up pr packages that get accidentally sent to old address (she goes every 3 months to pick up loads that have accumulated in the shared hallway) but the girl that lives there wouldn’t let her in and said ‘this isn’t your house’ and Olivia kept buzzing and waved at her window, and she got angry and said ‘can I have my
bleeping parcels’ and the woman started videoing Olivia, her mum is going back today to try and get the parcels
she said her Italy solo trip was too embarrassing to be alone, 2 Aussie girls recognised her and she felt embarrassed to be on holiday by herself. A man tried to get her number and walk with her in the town and she ran into a shop crying and called her mum because she couldn’t cope with being alone. She did say at the beginning of the story she wasn’t fully solo but doesn’t say who joined.
she said getting her bathroom done meant she had to sofa hop and stay in hotels, and it made her grateful that she’s not actually homeless.
she starts talking about photo retouching, admits billboard campaigns of her are obviously retouched and that she sometimes edits her armpit hair in pics. she said ‘I hate when people edit their photos and I’ll watch people I know change their whole
bleeping bodies on FaceTime and I disagree with it so much’ and then she starts talking about the edited Getty images situ on insta, she says that a brand contact sent her the edited version and she didn’t realise it was edited compared to the Getty images and was told to post it on insta. She said she’d put on weight at the time due to her boob surgery so looked bigger in the Getty images, and the person had edited her skinnier and her hairline and the situation ‘fucked me up’ and made her body dysmorphia worse and she was so embarrassed that she posted it on insta
due to this she said the whole of June she started drinking, having panic attacks, her manager going to her house in the middle of the night to help her panic attacks, and her mum arranged therapy but she didn’t go.she was meant to go back to Glastonbury and was so excited to go with all of her friends but didn’t go due to panic attacks.
she then said her life got better once she went to Ibiza with 7 girls, and mentions she’s broken veganism. Tells story about going on random persons yacht from being invited on an insta dm. The man who owns the boat then invited Olivia on holiday the next week and then he came back to London with her but decided it’s just friends, but may go on holiday with soon
she said she’s loved being single but missed doing things with someone but it would take a lot to wife her up
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