Marcus Mitchell #44 Banned from spoons it’s a situationToday I’ve had 5 masturbations

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Chipsandcheese said:
Not an expert but OCD does go beyond obsessive cleanliness and washing. Someone’s OCD could and often does manifest itself in obsessive, unpleasant thoughts.
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I have OCD and am very clean and tidy but that isn’t part of it if that makes sense? For me it is formed on compulsions after intrusive thoughts for example “if you don’t re-tie your shoe laces your family will die” so I HAVE to do it (I’m just using shoe laces as an example, can be anything) and also for me personally I have to feel “even” so if I have an itch on my right thigh that I scratch I have to itch my left thigh in the same place to feel even if that makes sense? When it is bad it is awful, you feel trapped in your own mind.
 
euphoria99 said:
I have OCD and am very clean and tidy but that isn’t part of it if that makes sense? For me it is formed on compulsions after intrusive thoughts for example “if you don’t re-tie your shoe laces your family will die” so I HAVE to do it (I’m just using shoe laces as an example, can be anything) and also for me personally I have to feel “even” so if I have an itch on my right thigh that I scratch I have to itch my left thigh in the same place to feel even if that makes sense? When it is bad it is awful, you feel trapped in your own mind.
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My OCD is similar to this. I’m naturally a clean and tidy person though my OCD is triggered when I go into unclean and messy places. I have many routines in my life that I have to follow perfectly every time I do them otherwise it’s not done and I have to redo. A
 
duck off marcus
Why does he have to do that stupid brooding look, it’s cringe 😬
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euphoria99 said:
I have OCD and am very clean and tidy but that isn’t part of it if that makes sense? For me it is formed on compulsions after intrusive thoughts for example “if you don’t re-tie your shoe laces your family will die” so I HAVE to do it (I’m just using shoe laces as an example, can be anything) and also for me personally I have to feel “even” so if I have an itch on my right thigh that I scratch I have to itch my left thigh in the same place to feel even if that makes sense? When it is bad it is awful, you feel trapped in your own mind.
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This!! I’m very clean and tidy and mess makes me stressed and if I’m working back to back shifts I’m planning my cleaning days which is kind of my ocd that’s manageable, but the main part of my ocd is going back five times to check things are turned off, things I’ve never even used that day then I drive off and need to go back to check I locked the doors. I’m borderline late for work and thats so stressful and makes me so anxious but no matter how early I leave I find something to make me late..oh tit I haven’t checked the oven - we haven’t used it in days. The best days are when I leave first and my chap later. Sometimes it can be driving over a bump and convince myself I hit someone. Other than that I’ve seen a speed camera and then driving back to see if its an actual speed camera and then catastrophising that I’m going to lose my license for all the speeding I did going back and forth. Sorry to derail but OCD is complex. I’m not sure he has it and I couldn’t personally sleep in that room. But he may have other tendencies or he may be jumping on a bandwagon. Again sorry to go off topic but ocd isn’t just about cleaning xx
 
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I might be wrong but I’m sure he said his ocd was related to cleaning or contamination, I remember him mentioning how he didn’t like to sleep in hotels as other people had been in them and he hated the feeling of hair on the bedsheets or something. Which makes sense in my head as to why he couldn’t use the communal kitchen. I don’t really know why he was happy to smash those bottles or use the filthy minging bed runner as a disguise back in the TL days if that was the case though, especially the latter. I know my OCD is very themed around contamination but also myself and others e.g. if I had to wear the bed runner I would worry it was mouldy and I was ill and going to die because I’m a bad person (as an example).
 
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