Funny enough I was thinking about this today! I love my toddler to bits. I love nothing more than being a mum. She is normally such a happy child but today she had such a bad day. Meltdown after meltdown. She spent most of the day screaming and having tantrums. I tried everything to calm her but nothing seemed to work for long. I'm a very calm and patient mum (most of the time...we all have our moments) but today I felt so stressed and burst into tears at one point. I thought about how utterly selfish Gabby is and how she has zero resilience or empathy. I thought about how she would cope with a toddler. I really hope she doesn't have children as she can't even shower or get dressed or look after a cat properly. I had post natal depression and found it hard to look after myself after having my baby but I forced myself to as I needed to be there for my child and had to be responsible as it isn't all about me anymore. I just doubt if she could put anyone before herself. Even a baby. It scares me to think of her having responsibility for a child. I do think though that it is just another fantasy for her...like everything else. Being pregnant is hard...giving birth is hard...recovering from birth is hard...having a child is hard. Far too much work for Gobs. Can you imagine her having contractions!? Or having normal pregnancy ailments like sciatica or heartburn (more pain!). Come on! Or having to change loads of crappy newborn nappies and oh my god guyyyys I cannot believe how little sleep this baby is letting me have. Sterilising bottles or breastfeeding!? So much effort involved. And she wants to do this all on her own by choice apparently. She is a joke. She probably just wants to imagine she is Monica from Friends with her baby plan.
Oh and the first trimester is a witch! I was working a 60 hour week in my first trimester and commuting a fair distance. I sat at my desk and cried every morning but hid that from my colleagues as you just get on with it. Gabby would be on Instagram whining about oh I'm sew poorly and boohoo noone understands how I have the worst sickness and tiredness ever. All while sleeping in past noon and watching Netflix all day. What a luxury. I'm getting really cross about this and it hasn't even happened!