I cant believe the delusion in Dee's post. We all have had that one friend that will believe "her man". They live life on the edge and in fear of what will happen next. Believe all the lies you want but deep down knowing he cheated on you "once" will kill you forever. He had a girl bent over in the forge bathroom not so long ago. He had her more than that and many others. Many other SA's that he paid off. You defo arent sleeping well at night Dee. He was also on that bender while you were at home with your kids. How many other benders was he on!! You have lost the respect of every Irish girl that was routing for you to get out. The gut feeling you will get every time he doesnt come home... feel that!