Gembo
VIP Member
So earlier I said I’m trying to carve out positives where I can. Well today I went out. To a shop. And spoke to an actual 3D person. I felt like I didn’t stop talking & he looked a bit tired when I left!
Had to wear a mask. Putting it on when I got out the car I did get the apocalyptic feels. But also I have an enormous spot on my chin so it worked to my advantage. I needed the loo, there was a mirror directly opposite the cubicle and my very first thought on seeing my reflection was ’I look good in a mask’ I hate my face so I’m going to be keeping my mask long after the virus has gone and you’ve all burnt yours!
And then driving home we decided that we didn’t want our first trip out in ages to be over so soon so we went to our local family run pub for tea and it was lovely! Almost felt a bit normal. I think I need to try and force myself out a bit because I was often pretty anxious about going out anyway but lockdown has made it much worse. I feel a bit better this evening than I have all week. Honestly can’t get over how amazing I look in my mask
Had to wear a mask. Putting it on when I got out the car I did get the apocalyptic feels. But also I have an enormous spot on my chin so it worked to my advantage. I needed the loo, there was a mirror directly opposite the cubicle and my very first thought on seeing my reflection was ’I look good in a mask’ I hate my face so I’m going to be keeping my mask long after the virus has gone and you’ve all burnt yours!
And then driving home we decided that we didn’t want our first trip out in ages to be over so soon so we went to our local family run pub for tea and it was lovely! Almost felt a bit normal. I think I need to try and force myself out a bit because I was often pretty anxious about going out anyway but lockdown has made it much worse. I feel a bit better this evening than I have all week. Honestly can’t get over how amazing I look in my mask