Took me a couple of days to wrap my head around it and have to get this off my chest.
It all sucks so much. I'm not childfree by choice and it just hurts. I can't ever have children and have to actively prevent it.
Thought we had a couple more years before she got pregnant, iirc she even said so.
I used to watch her videos to flee reality, for comfort and sometimes - I'll admit it - to look up and down to her simultaneously. I wasn't even hate-watching, I truly liked watching her videos without liking or adoring her. She has privileges I can only dream of but also some issues I wouldn't want to have so it kind of worked for me. Until now.
I "lost" so many you tubers I loved to watch because they eventually had children. I'm simply not interested in seeing the 421th nursery decoration video and they 99% change their content significantly. Which, to me, is by far the bigger issue than my personal struggles.
I wish she would at least stop emphasising they didn't think it was possible. It's THE most emotional topic and she has to be aware of it, doesn't she?
A 2 sentence disclaimer like "oh we thought we would struggle so I can relate to all of those who have been ttc for years without success" is not going to do the trick.
I'm not even speaking from my personal experience here, I remember Elle Fowler's videos on this topic and how she struggled.
I wish we would get normal vlogs, too. What is this 9min bs? Is this how it's going to be? No more 25min proper vlogs?
Why didn't she put Zac's reaction in a regular vlog?Must have been the lowest of effort she ever put into a video, jeez.
And why the heck would Zac's mysterious pain have any effect on his fertility? They either know a lot more about his mystery illness than they admit or she's just exaggerating to explain his shocked reaction