Yes i often wonder too because if yoy look back a few months to her previous videos she was sweet and calm all the time, no mood dips. I used to like watching her go around london etc, no kicking off, no verbal abuse or rantings. She has just gotten worse and worse. I think she sees her views go up with drama so she goes out with that intention and making it crystal clear she has mental health issues. I just think she has hustled and manipulated her way through life and knows exactly what she is doing. If she does have any kind of meltdown then its more to do with the drug damage. I have a friend like that who from years of drug taking, now has the most terrible reactions to every day things, like flying off the handle or melt downs if things dont go their way or they cant find something....its just draining to be around tbf.