It always kind of bugs me when Youtubers make big announcement videos for the sort of content they're going to make, or videos just to say that they're going to be making more videos, or that they want to change from making this style of videos to that style of videos, etc. I'm always like... you know you could just go ahead and make them, right? We're not your managers who you need to present a new project and strategy to, just go ahead and make lots of videos and we'll notice you're making a comeback.
But yeah that was such a weird video. I feel like she's made some variation on it so many times as well? The "I used to be a different person, now I've grown up into another person, I'm not the honorary big sister anymore, I'm making more content but I want to put up boundaries" video. It always feels like she's not saying what she actually wants to say in those videos. Like, I genuinely don't get what the point of them is. Is it just her trying to distance herself from her past selves?
I'm tempted to one day make a compilation of all the times she's mentioned not being herself in the past but being herself now. I swear she's been saying that since she was 19. I think it was interesting in one of her instagram stories she mentioned being herself in Croatia, and not realizing she hadn't been herself until she was being herself. I think that sums it up. She's so out of touch with herself she's just on a constant journey of trying to divorce herself from her past and reinvent herself. While she seemingly just becomes more and more insecure, delusional and unstable.
Very weird.