Firstly beggy.... It is not a bargain if you don't need it. That's called wasting money on usess tat.
Secondly... You're not the bleeping queen, you don't need a Christmas meal practice
Also...
Christmas is about spending time with loved ones and you should be more mindful that there may be followers who struggle around Christmas.
Prancing around to band aid song is actually disgusting and proves you are a vile human being. That song is about people struggling in the world, who barely have water to drink...and you're prancing around like a witch without giving a thought to anyone else.
What happened to no Xmas decorations before jasons birthday? Your ugly wreath is already up taking up the whole wall, and your tat is lying everywhere. Wishing your own husbands birthday away so you can act like a pathetic child in a cluttered house. Having a cluttered house because you are trying to brag as well as disguise the fact you are trying to reclaim a childhood you never had. You need professional help.
Objects...materialistic things and having them around you is not love beggy, items cannot bring you true happiness and the sooner you realise that the better.
One day when you are older, yes older, you will look back and remember all the times you were too stuck into your phone instead of making memories. Like last night posting ugly Christmas trees because someone else has put theirs up, when you were at a family meal. One day your kids will tell you 'I remember when you first met Eliza, you were on your phone Instagramming'
I feel very sad for you beggy