Beckiejbrown #3 Moan of Arc

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I don't actually believe she has regular migraines either. You can't get use to them. She saying she can work and do stuff because she got use to it, just isn't true at all. Saying anyone else would go to the hospital but she just powers through because she has too, is insane. People who never had migraines truly has no idea how you can't even be in a room that has any little light in it. She sits in a bright room working at a computer??? Migraines isn't on a spectrum, she can't claim hers are special.
 
When she first started mentioning the headaches there was a direct correlation between her having one and having had wine the night before, I said at the time witch just had a milks hangover and I suspect somewhere along the line she convinced herself and the drs they’re migraines so got prescribed sumitriptan and they’re now medication overused headaches
 
This is such a witch-eating-crackers thing to say, but the way she takes those Imigran sprays really irritates me. There's just something so annoying about how she throws her head back dramatically and then reacts as though she's been slapped in the face. I remember her taking one in her parents' kitchen and making it as theatrical as possible, probably hoping they'd pay attention, and they just ignored her and carried on talking about something completely unrelated 😂
 
If she is trying to claim carer's allowance I really hope the benefits people see her just admit she can't do anything and has been at her house for days. And sobs and wails at her mum that she has a migraine (yet can apparently drive in this condition). Also if she "can't do anything", NOBODY TOLD YOU TO UPDATE THE WORLD EVERY 2 HOURS.
 
Is it just me or does she seem so happy and excited she got some new people watching her suffering??? Now she is spam posting constantly; about how bad her life is while smiling ear to ear. Even talking about not being able to have sex first thing in the morning?? Was caught off-guard by that sudden turn of topic, don't know why she had to mention that.
 
She’s so fascinating as a case study… like she is just so negative… it’s really amazing how even positives can be negatives with her, “I’m feeling well, so I guess an attack must be just round the corner”

Has she ever been diagnosed with OCD or anything cos it seems like she just gets some obsessions and get stuck in her head?

It also is incredibly annoying when she says “you” when she means “I”, do you know what I mean? She says things that are definitely her own feelings and definitely very specific to her, but uses “you” and “we” to make it seem more poetic or something? I don’t even know…
 
Is it just me or does she seem so happy and excited she got some new people watching her suffering??? Now she is spam posting constantly; about how bad her life is while smiling ear to ear. Even talking about not being able to have sex first thing in the morning?? Was caught off-guard by that sudden turn of topic, don't know why she had to mention that.
I thought she hated sex and wanted a sexless relationship, not long ago she was complaining that she'll never find love because every man wants sex and she doesn't. Now she apparently does want it, but she's not capable of doing it often enough because she's unwell all the time? Make your mind up Beck.
 
She’s so fascinating as a case study… like she is just so negative… it’s really amazing how even positives can be negatives with her, “I’m feeling well, so I guess an attack must be just round the corner”

Has she ever been diagnosed with OCD or anything cos it seems like she just gets some obsessions and get stuck in her head?

It also is incredibly annoying when she says “you” when she means “I”, do you know what I mean? She says things that are definitely her own feelings and definitely very specific to her, but uses “you” and “we” to make it seem more poetic or something? I don’t even know…
At the same time though, she seems convinced, she is the only one who is sensitive to noises, single in her 30s,…
 
Ok, I don't know if it's because late and I don't have the energy to watch / read all those stories on her paddling account again or if it's because there isn't anything there anyway, but what the duck is she on about? (... again!!) What is "very sad"? Why does she have to "claim the right to paddle"? What "stigma towards people who are neurodivergent" is she talking about? Has she been misbehaving and vomiting her traumatic life story all over the paddling/kayaking club members? Did they want to meet on Saturday morning for a paddle but she asked them to meet on Monday morning instead because she had already scheduled the migraines for the Saturday morning? How can she be sure it's not (justifiable) stigma towards irritating little twerps? How can she judge when clearly dealing with people is difficult for her? What the duck is wrong with Ms. "I'm tired of enjoying something that's difficult to do...."? Is there absolutely nothing she can do to still enjoy it, even if less frequently. Is there nothing else she enjoys that is "easier to do" that she can do when other things are difficult? Why can't she just complain some more instead. It's clearly something she thoroughly enjoys. In fact she dedicates hours on a daily basis documenting all her complaints and when she's not documenting them she's watching them back, editing them for others to "enjoy". ( I know I'm being snarky in that last bit, but seriously.... the girl needs therapy!)
 

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Why is she vague posting about it? Just spit it out, what happened??

A paddling group member even wrote her around Halloween being like "we would love it if you came to our Halloween event" and she turned her down. What are they suppose to do? Roll out the red-carpet??? I would love for a member to actually tell us how she has been in the group.
 
I've not been following her very closely since I was blocked recently. So it's all getting a little blurry, with these parralel meltdowns on different accounts. So on the paddling account she's wallowing because she can no longer do the thing she loves. Because of stigma. But also because it's too difficult. There are no other hobbies for Bec, just this one, which is too difficult because she is too odd and unwelcome in the world. She's feeling down because joy is hard to claim. And also because she no longer looks at all the pink boats in her flat as the key to her freedom. She's been told by an unnamed source that the pink boats are now trigger and she agrees.Text posts are not her forté so poor Bec doesn't know how she's coming across. But incase you misunderstood, she is sad. And also her parents garage is now full of her pink boats / the key to her freedom. It's been a sad year.

On main account we join her live from her bathroom floor, glad it's a weekend so she can vomit to her heart's content. But also just sit there trying to work out if she's nauseous, she can't tell. It takes so long to process so she's in a bit of a Schrödinger's vomit stiutation, actually. And in fact this is the 900th reason she is the only single 31 year old in Greater London and the South East area. She can't possibly be in a relationship because she can't have sex 3 times a week. Which is definitely related to this situation. Because what if he wants to have sex in the morning and she wants to vomit, sorry, process her nausea on the bathroom floor? What is a girl to do? No relationships for Bec. She doesn't want to vomit in the shower. A Bo Burnham remix is playing and Bec is drinking hot chocolate.

Fin.
 
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