I think that’s what pisses me off. Shes so smug.
She won’t be so smug when her health fails, and it will. She’s paying a very high price for her “fame” but is too willfully ignorant to undo the damage before it’s too late.
She is obviously very uncomfortable in her own skin, despite trying to tell us otherwise.
She can’t go anywhere without getting anxious about being spotted, photographed etc. because she’s ashamed to be seen unfiltered
She has limited herself in terms of travelling, activities etc because of her weight & addictions
She is very unhappy with her weight but is out of control, her failed attempts at weight loss have her trying to convince herself and everyone else that she’s fine as she is.
She’s fallen into the trap of living vicariously through social media and the validation of online strangers, it’s given her a false sense of self importance, and it literally feeds her addiction.
Her repeated declarations of how strong she is are bullshit. Shes not strong, she’s deluded. She’s in a vicious circle of ED / food addiction, and fuelling it with the money she makes from having no self respect. She places no value on her physical or mental health, both of which are priceless.
The longer she continues abusing herself, the harder life will become for her. I find her smugness quite funny, because she obviously hates her weight but shes steadily gaining & thinks a 2km waddle a week will change that.