by JetsetBabe / 97mo
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My personal love life at the moment:
Zero.
Last time I actually slept with a guy must have been during Cannes film festival, lol. It’s been a dry summer season, what can I say The thing with me is that I weekly exchange numbers with guys, go for dates etc, but so far I haven’t met not even one that I feel that is a potential someone. (Ok there was this little summer fling I had but that passed just as fast as it appeared, so nothing really came out of it).
As I’ve mentioned before, I don’t do one night stands anymore. Only if I’m on holiday and it feels very right in that moment.
I don’t want to sound like a prude,
I’ve had many in my life when I was early 20′s, but now since I want to start looking for a potential future husband, and the circle I surround myself is limited of people, I don’t see the point of sleeping around here where I live. That usually fires back at you eventually, especially for us girls. (No body wants a rep after all)And I’m not being extremely picky either, mind you I never pick a guy after looks. In fact, I never date good looking guys, haha. I know it sounds bizarre, but I have this thing of not even bothering with them because I have zero trust for them. (Sorry for sounding judgemental, I’m the one with issues actually)Like look at this guy above, he is gorgeous, probably a model. I mean I’ve seen hundreds of guys like that, but I have never ever tried hooking up with one or was flirting with. I just don’t see the point, as it’s a bit too much good looks. God knows how unfaithful he would be and how annoying it must be having all the girls drooling after your boyfriend. No thanks, I rather play safe. Especially with men since we have so many assholes to deal with as it is (ugly or good looking ones, doesn’t even matter).
But I know I have to stop reason like that and look around in all fields so to say. Cause to tell you the truth, so far I’ve been going a lot after personality etc, but even there I’ve been screwed many times – so whatever I’m doing it’s not really working haha.
At the moment I have a bunch of guys texting me, wanting to meet etc.
Some new, some old and some recycled, haha. But can I be honest… None of them are of value to me. They are all idiots if I can sound a little harsh for a second.
So today I was thinking of how much I actually miss of having someone worth thinking about to text with. It doesn’t need to be the man of my dreams, but at least someone that is descent, someone I don’t want to call “an idiot”. I can’t remember last time I met a guy like that. Right now it feels like I’ve never met a guy like that. Haha (I’m so dramatic.)
Just to freshen up my list, I only care for these ingredients and I’m happy:
A funny guy, a gentleman, attractive in some sense (looks or personality), above 180 cm / 5,9″, is successful or has at least ambition to become successful (nobody wants a lazy slob) and last but not least – someone that actually likes to listen and not only talk about himself.
I don’t feel my list is out of this world crazy in any sense, it’s very achievable and they are my non negotiable criteria that it’s healthy to have cause we should never pick just anything that crosses our paths.
I’ll continue looking and living like a prude, however I do need to get laid soon, nature calling you know hahaha. But I’ll keep those 2 missions separate, at least I know what I want. May this search continue…