We might be twins. I google diagnosed myself with adult colouring atelophobia
so this is my attempt at a solution.
I've literally just spotted a petal I forgot to 'simple shade' but it's made me smile rather than kick myself or be too hard. Have decided to purposefully leave it unshaded as a lesson to future me that mistakes can lead to smiles instead of feelings of total inadequacy.
Can really recommend Gabi Wolf's work as it's very cute and the Flowers book works v well with alcohol markers even being cheap Amazon paper. Also helpful psychologically if my colouring attempts in an inexpensive book like that goes wrong; it's no great loss to my precious collection.
How long have you been curating your colouring book collection and supplies? Have you tried flat colouring in mandala books? That's going to be my step 2 to adult colouring perfectionism recovery!
What are your fav YT colourists? I love Shelscolouringjourney, Mycolourfulcountrylife, ColouringwithClare, ColouringwithK, Pamelaspassionforcoloring and a recent new one, Apicturedpurpose. Love bright vibrant styles