I do worry in general about Covid and also about the effects of lockdown on different aspects of society at the same time, and it's okay to feel conflicted. I think ultimately, I'm just very frustrated with the government and how their handling of the pandemic right from the beginning has been reactive rather than proactive which has just intensified everybody's suffering. It's just very annoying that it really didn't have to be this way- yesterday's decisions are today's consequences. I also worry about how lack of funding coupled with mismanagement of services such as education and healthcare over the years has intensified the effects of Covid and lockdown. In terms of mental health, again, as many people have mentioned, that is also very concerning. Before Covid's existence we were already pretty much in dire straits with regards to mental health, so presumably now things may be worse. It really does trouble me how many people- of all ages and situations may be struggling to stay afloat be it financially and/or mentally. It's really not as easy as phone or text a helpline or even just speak out to someone you know. It can be a slow and arduous journey to access adequate support. It can be incredibly hard for people to articulate their feelings sometimes, and I worry about those who suffer in silence because they feel like they can't articulate, or are confused about, what's wrong.
The government are really doing themselves no favours- I feel like 'incompetent' doesn't quite cut it, and their handling of things has definitely bred mistrust and just exasperation really. It's like Covid has really ripped off the band-aid, and probably now more than ever before it's clear to see how threadbare and what a precarious state many public services, and people's lives were in- and this is only intensified now.
It's also got me thinking about what should/might change because of it- improved hygiene for example- I'm sure we've all been in public toilets and seen people walk out without washing their hands
Also, on the topic of schools/education-there will definitely be some kids both during homeschooling and even before Covid who's time at school and workload was extremely stressful. I remember my English teacher saying to us a few years ago that her son who was in Year one was being taught something in English that she didn't even learn at uni.
It makes you think though, how stressed are we all ordinarily? How many people are working themselves to the point of burnout, be it kids at school/college or adults at university or in the workplace? I just think it's so fucked up that even ordinarily many people are so stressed, and it's often because they don't have a choice in the matter- working themselves to the bone because they can't afford not to. Also, expectations of people to go to work when they are unwell, even if this means they may wipe out the whole workplace with the flu, and the guilt that is often felt when staying off school/work when you are genuinely unwell.