what I find weird about that is that he was on FOLFOXIRI when he posted that, the chemo he continued to receive until fairly recently but never mentioned hair loss again?
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Yes I also believe he is terminal as I cannot think that anyone could or would fake to this extent. However I am baffled by how he has presented his journey. Full of lies, half truths and lots of embellishment - for what? I don’t understand why anyone would do this. He craves attention on a level I have not witnessed before.
He is also the ‘healthiest’ terminal patient I have ever seen, normal complexion, no significant weight loss, energy to make faces for the camera and write long rambling egotistical diatribes. It doesn’t fit at all with what I’ve experienced of bowel cancer patients at end of life - stick thin arms, ascites that you cannot miss for all the distension they cause, yellow skin from jaundice, skeletal facial features. It’s strange.
of course his priorities on his death bed are making sure Lisa doesn’t move on within the time limit he has dictated and flogging more copies of his book, which as far as we know hasn’teven been finalised as only a week or so ago he was saying he needed to sort the cover. He is a very strange man who behaves in very strange ways and for that reason I don’t feel any guilt for the speculation on this thread.