Beckiejbrown #4 Whether she’s bi or whether she’s straight, fake ADHD means love has to wait

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Recap:
- She's been dropping hints that she's bi
- Now her migraines have lessened, she claims that she's more manic and has so many thoughts in her brain that are so intelligent and complex that no neurotypical could comprehend
- Her kayak team dislike her which is exarcabated by the fact she films videos at kayaking slagging them off while they're all in earshot
- She's saying she's too self-aware for therapy and that therapy doesn't work for her when that mental illness isn't working for her either
- She now has beef with certain first names including Alice :rolleyes: How they remind her of colours or some tit (i'm not special or intelligent like beckie so i wouldn't know obv)
- Can only start dating or have a life until she has an ADHD diagnoshus, but the diagnoshus must be NHS so it doesn't look like she's shopped for a diagnoshus.
- Also she's autustuc guys

Carry on!
 
Thanks for the new thread!

-Why is she as miserable as an 80year-old complaining minutes after minutes about her bodily and mental dysfunctions?
-Why does she think, this might interest anyone except herself? She isn’t as fascinating as she believes to anyone else. I‘m afraid, she really thinks, people are watching her, holding their breath and telling themselves how unbelievably interesting and fascinating Rebecca J. Brown is. It’s ridiculous.
-Why doesn’t she cut some layers into her hair. It looks terrible down.
 
Ughhh I can't believe she's went this long on private! I wonder if she's also not accepting non-tattlers or does she do a deep dive on each persons insta and accepts the ones that seem harmless? Then again, how many follow requests could she possibly have?
 
Sorry I am late with the videos! Here they are in order :)










 
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She’s coming across almost manic, desperate maybe. Things aren’t panning out for her diagnosis wise so she’s raging. I’ve never seen someone so happy to be talking about the bad things. It makes me so angry that she has every opportunity going for her and she still moans and says her life has no meaning etc… she will never ever be happy
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And not because she’s autistic. But because she’s a c**t
 
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taytay512 said:
So they're mocking her? And she doesn't even realise? Brilliant :ROFLMAO:
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She said that she doesn't want to see tattle, doesnt want to know, but also that she does not care. If you don't wanna know girl, you care.
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Also yesterday I saw someone in her tiktok who was asking about her Ash Hardell videos absence. Bet that person got blocked, as I looked today to see if anyone else commented on it and it was gone! Beckie really doesnt want tiktok knowing she is a homophobe
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taytay512 said:
So they're mocking her? And she doesn't even realise? Brilliant :ROFLMAO:
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She is so self aware guyzzzz. She totally is not getting the joke, but she is sooo self aware.
 
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Redrose97 said:
I've managed to learn how to screen record for you guys, but I've had to put the videos in a google drive as I had some trouble uploading the videos. I hope that this is okay!

Beckie – Google Drive

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Thank you very much for this kind service!!
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She is wholly obsessed with herself - it's not a special interest linked to ASD, it's a very unwell brain falling deeper and deeper into narcissism. She is apparently so self-aware but not self-aware enough to realise how grossly offputting her self-obsession is to others. She bemoans being single and feels she has "put enough effort in to be married by now" but lacks the self-awareness to realise that her narcissism is universally unattractive and will be a huge red flag to anyone who has the misfortune of dating her. Knowing what/why you struggle doesn't equate to self-awareness - if she's so far ahead why hasn't she figured that out?
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Also sorry for the triple post but if she's so far ahead why does she continue to reference therapy as though it is a singular form of treatment? The types of therapies she has received so far may not have worked for her, but there are SO MANY types of therapy and she hasn't tried all of them, so why is she dismissing therapy as a blanket term and claiming it hasn't/will never work for her? She is seriously uneducated and it's embarrassing watching her try to speak on subjects like she is an expert.
 
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My biggest pet peeve is the trend currently where people are ‘too self aware’ of therapy. I very much doubt she’s been told that.
Being ‘too self aware’ usually means intellectualising your feelings, which Beckie is a pro at. She knows exactly what causes what and understands her own personality to an incredibly painful degree, but also it means she completely rationalises all her bad behaviour. These people seem to think that if they were hurtful or did something bad they’d know about it - they’re self aware right?! It’s endlessly justifying your crappy actions.
There’s a difference between knowing your feelings and feeling your feelings. She’s got to the point where she skips the feeling part, which is where therapy would help.

If she was actually willing to put in the work she would know that there’s countless different types of therapy available. But she’s not, she’s happy to excuse herself because she’s ’so self aware.’
 
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Abcxyz said:
Thank you very much for this kind service!!
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She is wholly obsessed with herself - it's not a special interest linked to ASD, it's a very unwell brain falling deeper and deeper into narcissism. She is apparently so self-aware but not self-aware enough to realise how grossly offputting her self-obsession is to others. She bemoans being single and feels she has "put enough effort in to be married by now" but lacks the self-awareness to realise that her narcissism is universally unattractive and will be a huge red flag to anyone who has the misfortune of dating her. Knowing what/why you struggle doesn't equate to self-awareness - if she's so far ahead why hasn't she figured that out?
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Also sorry for the triple post but if she's so far ahead why does she continue to reference therapy as though it is a singular form of treatment? The types of therapies she has received so far may not have worked for her, but there are SO MANY types of therapy and she hasn't tried all of them, so why is she dismissing therapy as a blanket term and claiming it hasn't/will never work for her? She is seriously uneducated and it's embarrassing watching her try to speak on subjects like she is an expert.
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I think that she is so convinced that therapy isn't for her as she is so 'self-aware,' and that she is smarter than the therapist as her brain is apparently faster than everyone else, that she refuses to challange her ideals.

It might be in the past the therapists that she had never gelled with her and she did not have a diagnosis. She could be finding a therapist who is specialised in ASD/ADHD and who can actually help or try and find on that suits her, but she refuses to do so. I know that the NHS tends to slap CBT on everyone though it doesn't work for everyone, and I don't know if that is Beckie's past with therapy.

I think that she understands her feelings and why she is feeling a certain way. t is result of her obsession with herself and she constantly studies herself through filming herself, but I don't think that she allows herself to feel the good feelings, or she expects all of them to be loud and big like when she was a child or a teenager.
I think that Beckie doesn't allow herself to feel that happy as she is very much convinced that if she gets this diagnosis or whatever, she will be able to have some happiness after that. Until the diagnosis, she cannot be happy. She goes on about how she can't date until she has it, or do this or that.

I do think that she is pinning too much expectation on her life changing so much with a ADHD diagnosis. I think that she will get it, she knows how to play the part of it. She'll get footage to prove it and all this evidence. I think as someone said before in the last thread, it is a list you go through and she'll say the things to get it.

I do wonder what will happen when she gets it and she realises that not much has changed for her. What will it be next? She'll be hunting for the next diagnosis in order to get a bit more happiness for herself.
 
confusedlady said:
My biggest pet peeve is the trend currently where people are ‘too self aware’ of therapy. I very much doubt she’s been told that.
Being ‘too self aware’ usually means intellectualising your feelings, which Beckie is a pro at. She knows exactly what causes what and understands her own personality to an incredibly painful degree, but also it means she completely rationalises all her bad behaviour. These people seem to think that if they were hurtful or did something bad they’d know about it - they’re self aware right?! It’s endlessly justifying your crappy actions.
There’s a difference between knowing your feelings and feeling your feelings. She’s got to the point where she skips the feeling part, which is where therapy would help.

If she was actually willing to put in the work she would know that there’s countless different types of therapy available. But she’s not, she’s happy to excuse herself because she’s ’so self aware.’
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Thiiiis. The understanding part is only the basis for change in behavior, she never reached this necessary step. I also disagree with her that she understands her problems. She always thinks it's everyone else's fault, not realizing that she creates all of her problems. And even an average therapist would realize this about her.

Also betting that the therapists were keeping rather quiet and nice because they were still building the therapeutic relationship, but she quit after the first sessions with none of the work done and no confrontation had.
 
Redrose97 said:
Beckie

I think that she is so convinced that therapy isn't for her as she is so 'self-aware,' and that she is smarter than the therapist as her brain is apparently faster than everyone else, that she refuses to challange her ideals.

It might be in the past the therapists that she had never gelled with her and she did not have a diagnosis. She could be finding a therapist who is specialised in ASD/ADHD and who can actually help or try and find on that suits her, but she refuses to do so. I know that the NHS tends to slap CBT on everyone though it doesn't work for everyone, and I don't know if that is Beckie's past with therapy.

I think that she understands her feelings and why she is feeling a certain way. t is result of her obsession with herself and she constantly studies herself through filming herself, but I don't think that she allows herself to feel the good feelings, or she expects all of them to be loud and big like when she was a child or a teenager.
I think that Beckie doesn't allow herself to feel that happy as she is very much convinced that if she gets this diagnosis or whatever, she will be able to have some happiness after that. Until the diagnosis, she cannot be happy. She goes on about how she can't date until she has it, or do this or that.

I do think that she is pinning too much expectation on her life changing so much with a ADHD diagnosis. I think that she will get it, she knows how to play the part of it. She'll get footage to prove it and all this evidence. I think as someone said before in the last thread, it is a list you go through and she'll say the things to get it.

I do wonder what will happen when she gets it and she realises that not much has changed for her. What will it be next? She'll be hunting for the next diagnosis in order to get a bit more happiness for herself.
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She constantly believes the “grass is greener on the other side”. But she won’t ever be happy when she gets to the other side because she is 1. Too self aware (lmao🤣) 2. Can’t feel happiness 3. Will be shopping for a new diagnosis to cling onto when she isn’t allowed adhd meds.
 
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